Become all you can become by raising yourself higher on the Tree of Life

Do you know what no feelings mean? You are dead…

Do you know what no feelings mean? You are dead… While you are alive life is ups and downs, good feelings, bad feelings, neutral feelings.

The fact that you can’t feel your feelings doesn’t mean they aren’t there…

Yesterday was a weird day.

First I fell victim to taking things personally. I’d like to say it was funny, but taking things personally is not fun.

The whole day passed without a single email, and also without most of my regular clients and students visiting my site. I was checking. Continue reading “Do you know what no feelings mean? You are dead…”

An experiment that backfired

I’ve done a remarkable experiment.

It’s been remarkable because I didn’t mean to do it.
It’s been remarkable because what I’ve seen.

A week ago I got a “message” from Source, whatever that is, to stop doing the 67 steps. It suggested that something else should be started, but no indication of what that “something else” was going to be.

It’s just one week after.

Nothing has replaced the practice of doing the 67 steps.

I am sitting by my computer, and suddenly the thought floats up with the all too familiar feeling: “I should die. It’s not worth living.” Continue reading “An experiment that backfired”

Want to Be a fly on my wall? This may be my most revealing rant…

Sunday Rants

Want to get inside my head? What I think in my privacy? What I say to my faithful talking partner of nine years?

The calls last about 90 minutes, and you can have access to them.

Will you understand? Who knows? But they are really the politically incorrect thoughts and utterances of a “mystic”, whatever that means.

Are they interesting? I think so. Some calls more than others.
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If you want to raise your vibration to feel better… you are barking up the wrong tree.

People who can’t tolerate negative, unpleasant, ambivalent feelings try to resist them, which is the surest way to make them permanent, or at least last.

What you resist persist… Carl Jung (1875-1961) says, and it is true. ¹

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How to have the wind in your back? A Silent Partner…

Yesterday’s article was the tree that fell in the forest that didn’t make a sound. No one was there to hear it. Many read it, no one heard it. No echo. And I predict the same will happen to this article… lol. Catch me giving a hoot…

Why no echo? How come?

It is probably because people were reading it from the rarefied air of positivity. Or some other nasty filter blocked the genius and the simplicity of the blueprint I was so very proud of. Continue reading “How to have the wind in your back? A Silent Partner…”

I cracked up and laughed for minutes

I feel that this is true about me… It feels that my life is 99% insulting people… and 1% of acknowledging people.

This is proportionate to their accomplishments. Sigh…
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And to up the mood a little, here are a few more funnies…

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Skeletons in your closet… suppressing them suppresses all your life

I completed the third round of the 67 steps, and my intrinsic Self told me: it is time for another kind of practice.

So I have been curiously waiting for the “thing” to show up, and today it did.

Actually it started two days ago, but I noticed it today.

I need to get on the chiropractic table periodically to adjust my hip, or it goes out of shape to the degree that my thigh bone jumps out of its socket. That is very painful.

So I got on the table today… and it’s a long process… and somehow I was looking into what started my hip pain, when it started, and what was the “original cause”… or it.

I went down memory lane and got to a period of my life I am not proud of.
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You want it effortlessly… Want thrilling, want pleasure, want abundance…

I read a lot of books. About 100 books a year. Cover to cover. I don’t subscribe to Tai’s reading method…

I left a 2000 book library when I left Hungary. that was 34 years ago.

Every book is an opportunity to shatter my view of the world. And many do. Sometimes not directly… sometimes through the effect the book has on other people.

This is what is happening with this book I am currently reading, The Upside of Your Dark Side. And previously with the book “Curious”

My view of others got turned upside down… sideways… OMG. Talk about upsetting my apple cart! lol.
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Some weird health and eating questions or how I got well

One of my clients is unwilling to take Omega 2 capsules, because he says: “I don’t want to get fat”

I first started to experiment with the fat burning metabolism some six years ago.

I liked the idea of eating sugar free ice cream from real cream…

I packed on 30 lbs, 13-14 kilos, in 10 days.

I have been eating a stick of butter a day, fatty lamb, and eggs… for two months now.

I am dropping between half a pound to a pound a week.

I feel good. I do have some carbohydrate cravings and I satisfy it by eating peppers, and almonds. Both slightly sweet. just enough to stop the cravings. A gram here and there…
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what is intelligence, and what is more intelligent?

The quality of your life depends on your overall intelligence… intellect, body intelligence, emotional intelligence, social intelligence, the ability to live a full life, with a range of emotions, and to conquer difficulties, adversities successfully.

You are born with certain DNA defined potentials. No doubt about that. Your ancestry and its habits lead to your DNA being allowing and restrictive, and yet, all human capacities are encoded in your DNA… but what is not needed, what was not needed by your ancestors is dimmed out… “not needed”, Nature decided…
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