Bread of shame and the capacity that makes it OK to receive… by earning it retrospectively.

FREEBread of shame 1 is a term Kabbalah uses for a situation when someone receives and receives, with no means, no desire, or no opportunity to reciprocate or earn it.

Welfare recipients eat bread of shame.
Adult children who don’t pull their weight live on bread of shame

And I have had some opportunities for bread of shame…

Receiving bread of shame is often the perpetration in the perpetration-withhold dynamic.

You receive unearned benefits… and to compensate, you get angry and hate the giver. Nasty dynamic. Sinister.
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You can’t think your way to consciousness… you need to start with consciousness

you-cant-think-yourself-out-of-aFor consciousness to awaken and become part of your life, you need to be willing to be stupid.

But if all your life you’ve taken pride in being smart, that “smart” has you in its clutches…

You try to do life with your mind, with your intellect, you are trying to get smarter… but smarts will only get you so far…

Smarts will not even allow you to understand what I am talking about. You see it is something you want. I tell you, you can’t get it through smarts. But you are unwilling to let go of being smart… so you are stuck.

When I am sent a link to video… I know I lost that person. They went to a heady, brainy stuff to figure out what I was saying.

For hours. For days. For weeks, months, years. But what I talk about cannot be “gotten” with the intellect or with the mind.

Why? Because it comes from consciousness, and only consciousness can get it.
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Becoming-a-human-being interrupted… Freud?

Today has been a wonderful day… until I had a realization.

Until you make peace with your parents, none of my work will work for you.

Why? I will ponder that… maybe by the end of this article I’ll know.

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Updated: How To Protect Your Energies, How To Become Energetically Invisible, How To Isolate Yourself From Others. Cloaking and Bubbling

blowing soap bubbleOnce I remove your attachments, you are not protected forever. You may get new attachments.

This is, normally, from what YOU do.

Here is how I get attachments: I connect to someone… I lean it, I merge with them.

It hasn’t happened much that someone found me, without me connecting to them first… So don’t lean in too close… Keep your distance… But if you can’t… here is an energetic method to protect Your Energies, How To Become Energetically Invisible, How To Isolate Yourself From Others

These are exercises or methods that work. I have tested, and the people I taught them to have been using them effectively.

What’s the issue?

Sometimes your environment wants to use your energy. Sometimes people want to “enroll” you in their view of the world, which is ALWAYS low vibration. Sometimes they want to dump on you.
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How does your mind stop you from freedom, grace and ease? From feeling good about yourself and your life…

first-sipHow does your mind stop you from freedom, grace and ease? From feeling good about yourself and your life…

This article is about some more bad news about the mind, on the mechanism it uses to make your prison tighter by the day… and about the simple, elegant, and inexpensive solution to set yourself free
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Feeling weak? Drained? Or weird? You may have…

collar-leash-humanFeeling weak? Drained? Or weird? You may have a Dark Side attachment that is sucking you dry

Reader asks:

Can your energy or vibration be “stolen” from you? If so, can you please point me in the direction of the person or thing that can help me protect myself? I used to be happy and friendly, now I think I have mini anxiety attacks, because when someone gets too close I start sweating and blushing for no reason. All this happened immediately after I started dating someone who was really deep into the occult (I didn’t know at the time). Continue reading “Feeling weak? Drained? Or weird? You may have…”

What do people want when they come to my site? What do YOU want?

find what you needFor a while I have been cut off from what YOU want… you, who just came to my site. I don’t know what you want, I don’t know if I can serve you at all. I have been busy with my students… creating success after success, helping them raise their consciousness, activate new spiritual capacities… amazing…

Looking at my log files, this is what I see…

40%, maybe even 50% of my site’s visitors want to manifest more money
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What is the first phase of raising your vibration?

The first phase of raising your vibration is unlearning. Letting go. Getting rid of attachments, the chains that hold you down.

All people have two inside attachments:

  • your dominant belief’s therefore: a behavior or attitude that, like an attachment, ties you to the dominant belief.
  • And your anchor to doom. Your doom is the worst thing you fear.

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How I can help you with your health? Nutrition?

nutritional deficiency coachingEverything that has ever gone wrong with my health, was a nutritional deficiency. (I am well now… )

My dyslexia, my migraines, my skin issues, my allergies, my stomach problems, my fibroids… my hair problems, my teeth problems, my leg problems, my sleep problems, were all caused by nutritional deficiencies, one or more nutrients missing from my body. (I remember being depressed, really depressed. A friend, a doctor, decided that it was iron deficiency and gave me iron shots… and lo and behold the depression disappeared.)
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You can’t earn love… But why do you need love at all?

Many of you have invented ways you hope you’ll earn love, friendship, loyalty.

But the truth is, neither of them can be earned, unless they have been a deal, an overt deal, to begin with.

Kindness doesn’t buy love… it may not even buy reciprocal kindness.
Giving, taking care of someone, caring for them or about them doesn’t buy you anything…

  • When the chips are down, people who love you they will go to bat for you.
  • “Purchased” people will leave and feel a stinge of sadness that the free lunch is over.

I have read on the internet that the way to find out if someone loves you is to pretend that you lost all your money…

Another great way is to pretend that you have cancer. Incurable.
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