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He that won't be counselled, can't be helped
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This article, unintentionally, has two parts. They are loosely connected. One part is about hitting bottom, the second part is about getting out of the judgment, getting out of the systemic value paradigm where you have no future.
Continue reading “The Third Kind of Depression to beat: simple but not easy”
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When someone says: get present… what do YOU mean by that?
I have noticed that people often know the ‘what’ but completely miss the ‘how’.
I am almost certain that when I say ‘how’, you don’t even know where to look.
And I am almost certain that that unawareness, that ignorance, that ‘I have no idea what you are talking about‘ came from your upbringing, from your parents. Continue reading “When someone says: get present: what do YOU mean by that?”
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If you are discouraged, read how I got myself out of the rut and see the rainbow again
I just read Roy H. Williams’ Monday Morning Memo.
It was just the thing for me to read… it was a mixture of feeling shamed and encouraged at the same time… Whaat? Yeah.
I woke up depressed. Not new, I have been depressed to some degree all my life. Continue reading “Dogs can’t see rainbows. People can see them, but don’t”
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That sinking feeling… the feeling that you don’t measure up. The feeling of impending doom. Of being found out… The fear of death…
I just read an article in the New York Times, and ended up having that sinking feeling in my stomach.
I don’t often have it myself, that sinking feeling in my stomach. but I experience it from students on the calls, so I decided to investigate. Continue reading “That sinking feeling in your stomach. Is it real?”
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Our current worldview is as if we are backseat drivers, at best driving next to the driver.
All we can do is
but ultimately we feel we have nothing to say in the matter of where this life is going. That is our current view of the world.
Continue reading “Self-Control, Flexibility and emotional intelligence”
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Today I got to go deeper in the shoulds.
I actually saw that every single thing that causes you, causes Man to be miserable, is a should in one form or another.
What lead me on is this:
I woke up, as planned, at 3 am.
But I didn’t immediately get up. I wanted to measure if my healing client has maintained the healing I worked so hard last night on.
She didn’t. So I grieved a little… and then fell asleep. Next time I woke up it was 4:30. I heard in my head: I should have gotten up when I woke up. Continue reading “Why am I harping on the shoulds… is there any more to see?”
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Are your feelings yours?I had a realization a few minutes ago: Every summer I am attacked by this strong feeling that unless I have a life-partner, I am alone, and I have an empty life.
It comes fortified with bouts of depression, bouts of misery, bouts of fear, bouts of anxiety.
Today was really horrid.
Then I got a flash of insight: what if this is not mine at all? What if this has never been mine?
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I thought I was going to have a domestic day. you know laundry, dishes, stuff. and watch myself, my emotions, and have a good old time.
The weather is gorgeous. My neighborhood is even prettier in the fall than in the summer. you can see far. and the contrast of the blue sky and the rusty color of the leaves and branches is really beautiful.
The thought: ‘I could actually be happy‘. The though of being cured. These thoughts were very present there for a few minutes. I made myself a nice cup of tea, and checked my email.
There was a note there from Youtube that I have a comment on my ‘Why are Jews smart?‘ video, so I went to check it out.
Continue reading “Self-Awareness and the The Sideways View…”
Please remember that this whole series of case studies is interested in one thing: does the modality raise your vibration permanently.
Or does it only teach you to feel better temporarily… That is the only criteria that I examine here.
Why? Because there are plenty of feel better, flash-in-the-pan modalities out there. Modalities that enslave you.
Let me give you an example: A friend of mine ran his idea by me today: he wants to offer an on-demand coaching service, where people pay a monthly retainer fee and then a per-minute fee when they call for a coaching session. Continue reading “Case Study: Abraham Channeled by Esther Hicks”
Your Resistance To An Activator Is A Gift – A Case Study.Just like pain shows you where you are out of whack physically, a resistance shows you where you need work spiritually.
It may be more than just one thing, so don’t jump into conclusions. Pay attention and you’ll be able to peel it, layer by layer, like an onion.
Bee. had resistance to all the activators in the beginning.
Continue reading “Your Resistance To An Activator Is A Gift – A Case Study.”
