I have started a series of webinar workshops today. I went into it unprepared… I simply forgot that I was supposed to get prepared.
Result: I saw something about myself that is the biggest thing I have seen in the past 29 years.
I saw that in spite of all the work I have done, and all the capacities I have open, and the vibration, and my constant connection to Source, I am still being run by a lie I made up when I was little: that I lived on borrowed time.
That I was unwelcome, and I don’t belong. That the other shoe will drop… That I will be thrown out.
I saw it because I was unprepared.
As I was working with people to see what’s missing in the area they picked to work on, I was using myself as an example. Every time I went there, I went a step deeper… and at the sixth person, maybe the seventh, I saw… It was horrible. And it is glorious.
Only when you can see what’s running you that you can claim back your power.
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