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He that won't be counselled, can't be helped
Originally posted 2012-12-20 11:36:17.
My early attempts to activate divinity were complete failures.
It wasn’t a course: it was a process. I called it ‘The Juice Process’ at the time, and have done it either one-on-one, or two or three-on-one. I had two ‘apprentices’ to learn the process. That’s why the one or two other people were on the call in addition to the client and myself. Continue reading “Divinity: Can you activate divinity that’s not there?”
Originally posted 2012-12-15 10:04:24.
You want unconditional love so much that you miss it…
How do you miss something? You miss everything if you are not in the present. If you don’t feel. If you don’t enjoy. If you keep your attention on some hope or desire that will come in the future. Like the coming of the Messiah… you’ll miss it. You have been missing it.
Unconditional love 1 … here we go again.
As I am working through people’s issues in the Activate Divinity Course, I am running into this phenomenon: something bad happens and they are hurt. But hurt not just on the surface, they are deeply hurt.
Example #1: your mother tells you to beware and not go far out on the ocean. “What does she know?” you say and you swim out only to find that the under-toe took you so far, you can’t see anything but water all around.
Your mother is an excellent swimmer, finds you, saves you, and then spanks you, and yells. As a child you can’t deal with that seeming controversy. You expect to be just loved or just beaten, but not both. Your little mind wants to crack, so you hide the real cause of that conflict: you expected to be loved unconditionally, and this does not look right.
Example #2: you steal doll clothes in the store. Your parents find it and punish you: same thing.
You have this deep desire to be loved and cherished, but the subconscious will always act up: you’ll check if the person really loves you, unconditionally. You become cheeky, talk back, act as if you wanted to invite punishment, only to test if they love you, only to prove something…
Continue reading “You want love, unconditional love, and no love”
Originally posted 2012-12-14 11:41:37.
Catch A Glimpse: Part Two: nothing is enough proof that you aren’t… and how that tends to take over your life
When you are not something, nothing is enough proof that you aren’t… you can only prove something that is… not the absence of it.
I left off the article yesterday that in preparation to Saturday’s Activate Divinity, I found and integrated a fragment of my self.
Here is the incident how come I lost that fragment: Continue reading “Nothing is enough proof that you aren’t…”
Originally posted 2012-12-13 13:11:02.
I used to think that when you are an avatar, when you are a change-agent, people find you lovely and are attracted to you. I wanted that. I haven’t had a lot of “being liked” experiences.
I used to think that. Never thought that being of high vibration can create bad feeling in people’s hearts.
Don’t misunderstand me, I knew of historical facts, but I never connected them with the fact that the person was high vibration.
Until yesterday.
I knew what really beautiful women share: that they are mostly alone. That people are afraid to approach them. But I am not really beautiful, so I didn’t think it applied to me.
But yesterday drove it all home for me.
I have prepared a list of the fragments I have discovered, fragments of the self. My self…
What am I talking about?
When you are born you are born whole and complete, unless you had an unfortunate in-the-womb experience, and a good 10% of babies have had. I did… in that incident I left 6% or my original self… a fragment of my self.
Continue reading “Your self became fragmented. become whole again”
Originally posted 2012-12-10 11:50:16.
My saga with Landmark Education – Part Three and how my vibration went from 35 to 175 in a 15-minute exercise
I left it off that I hardly understood any of the three-day course, and yet…
Since then I have distinguished (don’t forget, this was 27 years ago!) that mind-learning, understanding, actually stands in the way of transformation. Transformation happens as a result of an insight, but the mind is only capable of intellectual insights, and they are worthless, or better said: a dime a dozen. Almost worthless, lol.
So here we are, midday day 3 of the Communication Workshop. The sun is blasting, it is late August in Israel. We are asked to stand up and mingle. I look out the window. The room is on the top of a mountain that is surrounded on three sides with the beautiful blue water of the Mediterranean. Breathtaking.
We are asked to find a new partner to share with. My new partner is gorgeous. He is of Yemenite origin, a Yemenite Jew. Tall, wild looking, lean and sexy. We are asked to make a list of all the people we have a bad or so-so relationship with. My mom is on the top of my list, of course.
Then the leader, a fellow architect, asks us to cross out number one and number two from our list. I gasp. My father is number three… eggad… this is going to be bad.
The assignment is to say one sentence that would completely alter that relationship. One sentence? That is going to be tough.
Continue reading “How my vibration went from 35 to 175 in a 15-minute exercise”
Originally posted 2012-12-06 13:46:19.
I got an email today: A classmate of mine died yesterday.
He wasn’t the first one to die, he was the first one I cried over his death.
I pay attention when I cry. It is part of my guidance system. It takes me to places I need to go. Not forcefully go, not mind-directed go, instead go like a child goes, his hand in the hand of an adult, and they just go together, and the child doesn’t even consider worrying: the child is safe as long as the two hands touch. Continue reading “What’s the sky telling you? Is it saying you are not loved?”
Originally posted 2012-12-05 14:26:35.
Magical Solutions to life… so you can experience love, care, and appreciation, finally… Part One
Why can’t you really experience love, caring, appreciation? What displaces all these wonderful feelings?
Part One of this article will bring focus to the real cause of why you can’t really experience love, joy, happiness, real connection, gratitude… all the wonderful feelings that would make your life worth living, and make every moment a celebration.
One of the magical results of my online workshop is that they return love, care, appreciation to your life.
How do I do it? It is surprisingly simple. And I just found a poetic way to express it.
I am quoting my most magical teacher’s Monday Morning Memo: always an inspiration, but today especially.
Time is a Solvent
An auction house is an island of cast-offs and misfits where the rejected and broken feel finally at home.
I am speaking of the merchandise, of course, not of the people.
Perhaps I am speaking of the people, as well.
From the age of 18, Pennie and I have searched for buried treasure in auction houses. When you collect the misfit and the broken, you quickly learn how to accentuate natural beauty and disguise the inevitable flaws. These are valuable skills for a marketing consultant.
There is magic in that moment between Before and After.
Continue reading “Magical Solutions To Life… So You Can Experience Love, Care, And Appreciation, Finally… Pure Magic… Part One”
Originally posted 2012-11-28 14:51:59.
A reader sent me this email. There is nothing personal about it: it could happen to you what happened to them. This is why I want to you read it.
Hi Sophie,
It’s been awhile since we’ve communicated or worked together, but I could really use your help. I negligently did some things to myself that threw me way out of balance and I have no idea how to fix it.
Around the end of July, I went to a fair where I bought a couple of gemstones, one of which was garnet, which the person selling it to me said was good for my root chakra. Without really understanding what I was doing and thinking I was simply healing my root chakra, I put the stone directly behind me on the chair I was sitting on for about 3 hours while my root chakra resonated to it. The next day I had an absolutely massive kundalini rising which lasted for about 2 days and was one of the most terrifying experiences of my life. It was completely unexpected and caught me completely off guard. I had no intention of messing with my kundalini in any way whatsoever and still would prefer not to have it active because the energy is incredibly overwhelming and too much for me to handle. I later found out that garnet has the property of stimulating kundalini but there was absolutely no way I could have known this.
Continue reading “From My Correspondence: Can you help me: My Kundalini rose and messed me up!”
Originally posted 2012-11-25 12:30:35.
Teal Scott The Spiritual Catalyst, Author Of The Sculptor In The Sky
her vibration is 200~210. I listened to one of her videos (visual puts me in my mind, 2 so I can’t feel her feelings!). She speaks from the mind, from the Tree of Knowledge. It could also be that she was reading what she had wrote previously, and that’s why she wasn’t present.
OK, I have read some of her stuff/sayings: Tree of Knowledge as well. She does not speak from personal experience, and therefore she is not a spiritual anything: she is a mouthpiece.
Sorry to disappoint.
Below is the video I watched.
Continue reading “Vibrational Review: Teal Scott The Spiritual Catalyst, Author Of The Sculptor In The Sky”
Originally posted 2012-11-22 09:57:54.
Update in the footnotes! 3
I was guided to this TED presentation today. It’s the best gift I can give you for thanksgiving.
Enjoy.
Continue reading “On vulnerability… Prepare To Be Surprised. Happy Thanksgiving.”
