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Does thinking about something bring that thing about? Or what mistake the Law of Attraction people make that makes what they do fraud?
The simple answer to the question: ‘Does thinking about something bring that thing about?‘ is no it doesn’t. But it is not for the reason you think. It is because thinking about does not connect you to what you are thinking about.
Attention does. Continue reading “Does thinking about something brings that thing about?”
I thought I would share something I haven’t talked about in a long while… And that is your memories. Your pain memories… specifically.
We all have it. And they are, for most people, packed away, in some fat, or some muscle, joint… like any other toxin.
Life is smart. You cannot be very effective with life, very present, if you have to deal with pain that can’t be resolved… emotional pain.
Many people go to classes to rid themselves of the pain, but these classes don’t work very well. Why? Because when you retell the story, you get caught in the story instead of feeling the pain. You feel the “marker feelings” the words awaken, but not the original pain. 1
Your reactive nature and dark side attacks: how does it work?
Yesterday was an interesting day. I distinguished something new. It was all easier, because something happened that was unusual.
Within three minutes three separate orders came in for Heaven on Earth, my energy bundle to ease your emotional pain. At the same exact time I was doubling over with feeling horrible anguish and the desire to just disappear, die, whatever.
Almost the entire month of May I’d felt good. I was more productive than any other time in my life. I was clear, I was well.
Now, you may not have noticed, but the fact that you feel good is a non-event. You only notice that you felt good when something happens and suddenly you don’t feel good.
This is exactly what happened to me. I suddenly was plagued with anguish, extreme anguish, and when I muscletested, it came from no one, but when I asked: Is this a Dark Side attack? The answer was Yes.
Holy crap, 19 days (I muscletested) with no Dark Side attacks.
Continue reading “Did the Dark Side Get to you? Feeling Good or Feeling Bad”
The First Step To Find Your Own Self Is Distinguishing What Is The False Self, What Is The “Not You”.
Here is a spiritual practice I’d like you to start:
A character in Herman Hesse’s novel ‘Demian’ says the following: “I live in my dreams. Other people live in dreams, but not in their own.”
Whose dreams do YOU live in?
What is the source of the fantasies that dominate your imagination? Are they the authentic outpourings of your own
soulSelf? Or did they originate with your parents and teachers and lovers? Did they sneak into you from the movies and songs and books you love? Are they the skewed result of the emotional wounds you endured or the limitations you’ve gotten used to?Now is an excellent time to take inventory.
Find out how close you are to living in your own dreams
So, what is this spiritual practice?
As I say in all my articles about the Self, and I say in everything about say about the Avatar State audio activators, it is most important to shed the fake self by distinguishing it.
But, of course, unless you have some relevant questions to ask, you don’t know which aspect of the person you think you are is fake and which aspects may be real.
For the most part, for a starting point, it is safe to declare that everything that’s going to show up is your fake self.
Darn, Sophie, aren’t you exaggerating? No, I am not.
Continue reading “The First Step To Find Your Own Self Is Distinguishing What Is The False Self, What Is The “Not You”.”
I am going through a rough time.
A business I started 25 years ago needs to be shut down. It wasn’t a self-expression for me for the past 10 years. But closing a business is much like getting a divorce, so I was just plodding along until it is costing money instead of making me money.
It’s not very complicated, actually it is much easier, technically, thank a divorce: you just shut down the websites, and cancel a few contracts with suppliers. Continue reading “How much stress, how much tension can you handle?”
Intelligence is operational when there is no thinking, there are no thoughts. You can only detect that intelligence is growing by detecting that there are less thoughts.
One of the main causes of anxiety and anguish is living through the mind, not ever being in the present moment, not ever being in the here-and-now. You can only be intelligent in the here-and-now. Any departure from the now moment causes anguish and unintelligent ways of living and making decisions.
One of the things my Activate Divinity Course (closed) accomplishes is returning people to being whole and complete. It is almost impossible to be intelligent unless you are reasonable whole and complete, no parts suppressed, no aspects of you abandoned, denied.
The Harmonize The Planet meditation with the Heaven on Earth energy bundle is a great way to prepare yourself to be able to start the work of becoming whole and complete.
How did it happen, that in spite of my formal education (21 years total), I still managed to pull through with some intelligence intact? Not mentioning 27 years of Landmark Education, a 100% intellectual pursuit… When I look at landmark graduates, I see people waiting for someone else to give it to them, or repeating what they have already heard. Second-handers’ galore.
Continue reading “How do you live your life to develop intelligence? Intelligence is the end of anguish and anxiety”
You want unconditional love so much that you miss it…
How do you miss something? You miss everything if you are not in the present. If you don’t feel. If you don’t enjoy. If you keep your attention on some hope or desire that will come in the future. Like the coming of the Messiah… you’ll miss it. You have been missing it.
Unconditional love 2 … here we go again.
As I am working through people’s issues in the Activate Divinity Course, I am running into this phenomenon: something bad happens and they are hurt. But hurt not just on the surface, they are deeply hurt.
Example #1: your mother tells you to beware and not go far out on the ocean. “What does she know?” you say and you swim out only to find that the under-toe took you so far, you can’t see anything but water all around.
Your mother is an excellent swimmer, finds you, saves you, and then spanks you, and yells. As a child you can’t deal with that seeming controversy. You expect to be just loved or just beaten, but not both. Your little mind wants to crack, so you hide the real cause of that conflict: you expected to be loved unconditionally, and this does not look right.
Example #2: you steal doll clothes in the store. Your parents find it and punish you: same thing.
You have this deep desire to be loved and cherished, but the subconscious will always act up: you’ll check if the person really loves you, unconditionally. You become cheeky, talk back, act as if you wanted to invite punishment, only to test if they love you, only to prove something…
Continue reading “You want love, unconditional love, and no love”
Catch A Glimpse: Part Two: nothing is enough proof that you aren’t… and how that tends to take over your life
When you are not something, nothing is enough proof that you aren’t… you can only prove something that is… not the absence of it.
I left off the article yesterday that in preparation to Saturday’s Activate Divinity, I found and integrated a fragment of my self.
Here is the incident how come I lost that fragment: Continue reading “Nothing is enough proof that you aren’t…”
I used to think that when you are an avatar, when you are a change-agent, people find you lovely and are attracted to you. I wanted that. I haven’t had a lot of “being liked” experiences.
I used to think that. Never thought that being of high vibration can create bad feeling in people’s hearts.
Don’t misunderstand me, I knew of historical facts, but I never connected them with the fact that the person was high vibration.
Until yesterday.
I knew what really beautiful women share: that they are mostly alone. That people are afraid to approach them. But I am not really beautiful, so I didn’t think it applied to me.
But yesterday drove it all home for me.
I have prepared a list of the fragments I have discovered, fragments of the self. My self…
What am I talking about?
When you are born you are born whole and complete, unless you had an unfortunate in-the-womb experience, and a good 10% of babies have had. I did… in that incident I left 6% or my original self… a fragment of my self.
Continue reading “Your self became fragmented. become whole again”
My saga with Landmark Education – Part Three and how my vibration went from 35 to 175 in a 15-minute exercise
I left it off that I hardly understood any of the three-day course, and yet…
Since then I have distinguished (don’t forget, this was 27 years ago!) that mind-learning, understanding, actually stands in the way of transformation. Transformation happens as a result of an insight, but the mind is only capable of intellectual insights, and they are worthless, or better said: a dime a dozen. Almost worthless, lol.
So here we are, midday day 3 of the Communication Workshop. The sun is blasting, it is late August in Israel. We are asked to stand up and mingle. I look out the window. The room is on the top of a mountain that is surrounded on three sides with the beautiful blue water of the Mediterranean. Breathtaking.
We are asked to find a new partner to share with. My new partner is gorgeous. He is of Yemenite origin, a Yemenite Jew. Tall, wild looking, lean and sexy. We are asked to make a list of all the people we have a bad or so-so relationship with. My mom is on the top of my list, of course.
Then the leader, a fellow architect, asks us to cross out number one and number two from our list. I gasp. My father is number three… eggad… this is going to be bad.
The assignment is to say one sentence that would completely alter that relationship. One sentence? That is going to be tough.
Continue reading “How my vibration went from 35 to 175 in a 15-minute exercise”
