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The Hundredth Monkey and The Second Phase Activator Course: what’s the connection?

the hundredth money the tipping point the wipe the slate clean energy I am sitting here, doing work for my friend’s 15-minute fame and potential big break. Your success is measured by the number of people you made successful, I tell myself as an excuse for taking my attention off doing my own work.

My body is ravaged with strong and very unpleasant emotions. Mostly anxiety, doom, and grief.

I muscletest myself every five minutes if the feelings are mine. They are. I take my Heaven on Earth and continue working, but the bad feelings come back and take my breath away.

I catch myself wondering what it all means. Shall I stop doing the help to my friend? Shall I just run the other way? I muscletest it, and the test says “no.”

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Does The Heaven On Earth Work To Lose Weight?

Does the Heaven on Earth work for people who want to lose weight?

Warning: This is a real long article. And although it only seems to talk to people who want to lose weight, it has principles for life everyone can use, so don’t give up too soon.

Warning #2: This is a stream of consciousness article. I needed to sort out something for myself, and I did it in writing to “poke the box” and force Source to release missing information. It’s an adventure, you can come and poke with me… OK?

This question came up because a friend of mine got invited to Dr. Oz‘s show ¹. He is going to talk about Ayurvedic cleanse to cause massive weight loss. Continue reading “Does The Heaven On Earth Work To Lose Weight?”

what is love? how do you go about getting it? what is it buying you?

What is love?

When we are babies: love is attention. We can’t do anything for ourselves, and someone paying attention to us equals love to us. Our comfort, our survival depends on it.

We each “earned” the attention in different ways, and then settled on one or two ways that worked the best.

We cried for the bottle in a whiny way, suggesting to our caretaker that we are dying. Pleading, begging, modulating our cry until we got a response.

We cried for the bottle with anger, anguish, or threat. We cried to get a clean diaper. We cried to be picked up.

We also manipulated our caretakers by smiles, by reaching out to them, grabbing their fingers, maybe laugh, little manipulative signs that made them feel good, liked, maybe even loved.

Just like pets learn to push your buttons: it is all self-serving, to make us get attention and food, shelter, and petting.
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Soul Correction #32: “Memories” or Merry-go-Round

Soul correction 32

This is the soul correction that matches the theory of living a life of a fairy tale… but always play the victim.

Here is how it goes (at least on the surface): you make a mistake. Example: you accept a ride from a stranger because it’s raining so hard that you can’t get a taxi to go home. ² You get into trouble, he drives you to a place other than where you wanted to go, rapes you, robs you, or kidnaps you…
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