Your self became fragmented. become whole again

220px-Clifford-torusI used to think that when you are an avatar, when you are a change-agent, people find you lovely and are attracted to you. I wanted that. I haven’t had a lot of “being liked” experiences.

I used to think that. Never thought that being of high vibration can create bad feeling in people’s hearts.

Don’t misunderstand me, I knew of historical facts, but I never connected them with the fact that the person was high vibration.

Until yesterday.

I knew what really beautiful women share: that they are mostly alone. That people are afraid to approach them. But I am not really beautiful, so I didn’t think it applied to me.

But yesterday drove it all home for me.

I have prepared a list of the fragments I have discovered, fragments of the self. My self…

What am I talking about?

When you are born you are born whole and complete, unless you had an unfortunate in-the-womb experience, and a good 10% of babies have had. I did… in that incident I left 6% or my original self… a fragment of my self.
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Tired? Tired All The time? What is the cause?

Tired? Tired All The time? What is the cause?

Restriction, Small Pleasures, Snacking: How The Way You Live Renders You Low Energy and Tired For Life

‘Why am I tried all the time?’

The most frequent complaints I hear is that people don’t have enough energy for life. They feel drained, tired all the time.

The two items little corner stores have to stock and re-stock are cigarettes, little bits of chocolates, and energy booster packages. People buy them like without them they can’t continue.

All the ‘raise your vibration’ sites teach methods to pick you up: obviously you need pick-up if you are low on energy, if you are tired.

It’s an epidemic. And eating super foods, ginseng, exercising, laughing, and all the stuff ‘they’ recommend are treating the symptoms not the cause. Just like Western Medicine, they try to change the fruit without changing the root… Trying to get apples from a cherry tree…

This article deals with that complaint from an unusual angle. We are going to shed light at the invisible roots of this condition, so you can get your energy, if you are willing to change the roots: your behavior, and say good by to tiredness.
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How fixing a problem creates and grows the Dark Side…

Dark Side Case Study: Google, or how fixing a problem creates and grows the Dark Side…

the problem solution cycle I’ve been a little off lately. In the middle of May the number of visitors to my site fell to almost none.

The cause: Google created a software that can tell if something is good or not. If something is worth reading or not. Google deemed my site crap. Obviously, because between May and the beginning of this week, they sent me a grand total of 30 visitors, whereas they used to send me 30-80 a day…

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I am such a giving person, why do people hate me?

I am such a giving person, why do people hate me?

soul correction: do-gooder A student of mine lives in the same town as I do and for a while he used to drive me around to do errands.

Then I realized that it made him feel entitled to insult me on calls, so I put an end to that arrangement.

That was about two months ago.

He sent me a few emails offering rides, etc.
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Why Did Jesus Choose To Die Rather Than Live?

why did Jesus choose to die? Because the alternative would have been failure We had a revolutionary meditation this morning. (I started this article on February 4… five months ago)

Revolutionary comes from the word, revolve, and it means something that was up goes to the bottom, and vice versa.

Our meditations are not visual, no visualizing at all. You connect to Source, I download some activators, I witness what Source and the Light does, I report, and when the spirit so moves me, I comment, I report, I am like the game announcer… I tell you bit by bit what’s happening.

This is what was going on this morning.

Another little bit: I am connected to everyone on the call, but I am always connected more intimately to the people I have a relationship outside of these calls: there are only a few of those.

And I use their emotional reactions to gauge what is going on overall… across the board.

Today’s meditation was not soothing. It was the Light working hard and the people blocking it hard.

Once the meditation was over, I was starting to feel the feelings of my two people I was strongly connected on the call… not fun, not fun at all. They didn’t receive what was said too well. I felt that we may lose at least one of them.

What was said on the call was an important milestone: it was much like breaking the bad news to a sick person: unless you do this and this, you are going to that and that…

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