An interesting phenomenon: people who have never had any spiritual capacity activated, do better, fare better than “advanced” students.
Of course this is not true for everyone.
What is the difference, the crucial difference that I see?
It is whether they are in falling, whether they are flailing, or have hit bottom.
“Beginners” have hit bottom. They know it. There is no doubt about it. Unless they get that new spiritual capacity working, life will stay the same, and they will conine to feel alone, misunderstood, and rejected.
The “advanced” people, especially if the holidays put them in free fall mode, and it seems to me, that every one of my students is in that mode, they want to go back into flying… and it’s not working.
- If you are a bird, you can fall and recover, and fly again.
- If you are an airplane, you can fall and pull out of the fall, and fly again.
- But if you are human, you have to hit ground to be able to take off and fly again.You have to go back to where you started, and even slightly below it.
You now have seen the enemy, if you have, and know that there is a floor on which you live, a floor that is based on a lie.
The lie, that you have been trying to fix by doing this spiritual work, cannot be fixed.









