This is another article using Roy Williams’ Monday Morning Memo for today.
They say: every journey starts with the first step, and no one listens.They say: “I can remove your blockages to action, I can remove the fear…” and you flock to them… them “gurus”.
Being an empath is a bitch… You don’t only feel another’s duplicity when they allow you, you feel it when they are dead and you are reading their stuff. You feel it in a movie, when the whole movie, on the surface is supposed to be a compliment, but underneath it it is a left-handed compliment.
This whole issue always exists, but recently it has been stirred up and made personal by my temporary difficulty of handling some stuff… and it will last for a few more weeks, I can tell. Another aggravating factor was Osho’s Jew-bashing. Continue reading “Being an empath is no picnic…”
Today I descended into the kind of dark mood I used to live in all the time.
It’s been long coming. Even someone with my abilities, my happiness can be worn thin… and this is what’s been happening. I can only imagine what it must be like for you to be so near to where I am now, all the time.
Step 1: I connect to Source. Step 2: I connect to the person or idea I want to measure. Step 3: I say: more than 200 and muscletest… Step 4: If it is more than 200, I say more than 210, more than 220, etc. and I muscletest until my fingers open signifying a no. If it is not more than 200, I go downward from 200, until my fingers open.
Sometimes I see something, or read something, and it hooks me.
I weep about it, dream about it, ponder about it.
If I know what it is that is significant, or if I even know what it is that I saw, I write a blogpost about it. After all, unless it is shared, I have a sense that it sunk back into the undifferentiated nothingness… as if it never happened.
The most important sentence in this whole article is this: “If you’re not taking actioneach day, you don’t have a goal, you have a delusion, a wish, a fantasy, a dream.”
What are you trying to make happen?
Is your goal actionable, or is it ambiguous and vague?
Do you have an empirical method for measuring daily progress?
Warning: this article is quite offensive to your current picture of yourself… Consider yourself warned.
If you managed to read the Osho talk on self-knowledge, long-long-long talk! please note that this article will make a lot more sense after you read that talk…
I had an hour long conversation yesterday with a friend, and at the end it turned out that the recorder was not working… Oh well… sometimes it is for the best.
After all I loved that program… so why not continue indefinitely.
Two reasons: 1. There were only four participants. But that is not enough reason. 2. The Playground is a knowing yourself program, but knowing yourself needs to be done by you, not by me. People kept coming, but they didn’t continue the work of getting to know themselves at home, in their own time… So all that “self-knowledge” work I did with them was wasted.
Why? Because stronger forces won… You’ll see in this amazing talk, 40 years ago by Osho.
What’s wrong with my Wife? 29 August 1974 am in Buddha Hall THE NINTH SAYING
JESUS SAID: THE MOTE THAT IS IN THY BROTHER’S EYE THOU SEEST, BUT THE BEAM THAT IS IN THINE EYE THOU SEEST NOT. WHEN THOU CASTEST THE BEAM OUT OF THINE EYE, THEN THOU WILT SEE CLEARLY TO CAST THE MOTE OUT OF THY BROTHER’S EYE.
Self-knowledge is the most difficult thing – not because it is difficult, but because you are scared to know about yourself.
What causes water’s low energy, water’s incoherence, is the little water spouts around impurities…
Just like you, your water is ADD, maybe even ADHD. Distilled water has more water spouts, so it is more incoherent even than tap water purified with primitive filters.
ADD and ADHD, in this connotation means that the water cannot pull it together, it is all over the place, it is confused, and it is hapless.
It may be strange to say that water is hapless, but that is how water feels… as an Empath I can tell you that. Starts and stops, attention span of a fly.
When you put incoherent water in your body, all hell breaks loose…
…even if you weren’t ADD before, it actually makes YOU incoherent, hapless, starts and stops… all over the place.