Weight… surrounded by myth, lies, and untruths

I don’t claim to be an expert at weight loss. After all my own weight is somewhat unmanageable, yet, I’d like to contribute to the issue, and maybe make a difference in the process.

My weight history: I was skinny for two long periods in my life: till age 9 and between ages 24 and 41.

The first period was where I had a natural distaste for food that didn’t work for my body. That meant most foods, especially the kind my family ate. I got beaten for not eating what was on my plate, but it didn’t matter to me.

The period ended when my hormones went crazy. That brought on a long period of struggle, eating with my mind, and eating for emotional reasons. Hormones do cause emotional reasons, but as you already know, I was also an unconscious empath… which means everybody’s emotions were my reason to eat, eat, eat.

Then at 24 I started to work as an architect, and was at work most of my time, or working for my second, third, and fourth degree, so I wasn’t near food. The places where I worked had a cafeteria with a menu, and I ate my meals there.

This period lasted till I finally permanently quit gainful employment, and became a home-worker.

Dangerous.

When you work at home, you need to have more motivation, you have no one to talk to to reduce anxiety or tension, so I eat. I eat because it reduces tension.

I don’t even need a dining table, I chain eat. The only way I can manage my weight if I don’t have anything, in any quantity, in the house that I should not eat.

So, what are the reasons we get fat? Because if we can reduce or eliminate those reasons, naturally we’ll get to normal weight that can be maintained indefinitely.

I have noted a few reasons that I did not hear from other people: they are my own experience, that I have tested with others:

  1. Emotional not breathing deeply enough. My Heaven on Earth is a life-saver here.
  2. Not being in the present moment: i.e. being in a state of yearning, longing, wanting. The Get Back to the Present audio activator is a godsend
  3. Being guided by “science” read about on the Internet, or other news sources: those scientific facts were financed by food companies and/or pharmaceutical companies, and are a pack of misinformation
  4. Being toxic. My cleansing energies are really great for this, although I do not offer colon cleansing, or kidney cleansing: I don’t know how to do that energetically. The Cleansing Event will be a great introduction to energetic cleansing. In the upcoming article I’ll point you to the right source for cleansing the colon and the kidney as well.
  5. Cravings for sweet stuff that can’t be satisfied because the sweet stuff doesn’t have what you are craving.

I am going to dedicate an article to each of these causes, but for now, just identifying these causes should suffice. I don’t want to write another long article here.

After all, I am busy preparing the Cleansing Event on the 16th. By the way, if there is enough interest, I may make it a regular feature… we shall see!

Vibrational Reviews: Raymon Grace: Energizing Your Water, Kute Blackson, And On Emptiness That Fills Your Core, And How Do The Activators Work

Vibrational Reviews: Raymon Grace: energizing your water, Kute Blackson, and the emptiness that fills your core

Yesterday I received a DVD of Raymon Grace (personal vibration: 170) from one of the students, so I can test it.

Raymon Grace

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HIOBIhnt_rM

Now, I hate to admit, I am not sure what to make of what I experienced.

I put a pitcher of water in front of the monitor, as instructed. The water’s vibration was 190… it was already purified. Then I poured out of the pitcher about 1/4 glass into a glass and held it high.
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The First Step To Find Your Own Self Is Distinguishing What Is The False Self, What Is The “Not You”.

The First Step To Find Your Own Self Is Distinguishing What Is The False Self, What Is The “Not You”.

Here is a spiritual practice I’d like you to start:

A character in Herman Hesse’s novel ‘Demian’ says the following: “I live in my dreams. Other people live in dreams, but not in their own.”

Whose dreams do YOU live in?

What is the source of the fantasies that dominate your imagination? Are they the authentic outpourings of your own soul Self? Or did they originate with your parents and teachers and lovers? Did they sneak into you from the movies and songs and books you love? Are they the skewed result of the emotional wounds you endured or the limitations you’ve gotten used to?

Now is an excellent time to take inventory.

Find out how close you are to living in your own dreams

So, what is this spiritual practice?

As I say in all my articles about the Self, and I say in everything about say about the Avatar State audio activators, it is most important to shed the fake self by distinguishing it.

But, of course, unless you have some relevant questions to ask, you don’t know which aspect of the person you think you are is fake and which aspects may be real.

For the most part, for a starting point, it is safe to declare that everything that’s going to show up is your fake self.

Darn, Sophie, aren’t you exaggerating? No, I am not.
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I made a terrifying discovery today: It is true that you create your life. But why?

I made a terrifying discovery today. The discovery has been long time coming, but today, because the circumstances were so different, I could actually see it. This discovery will change the life of thousands! Guaranteed!

They say that you create your life. It sounds so far-fetched that most people would say: why would anyone create misery, poverty, rape, and death, right?

They never explained to me clearly enough, so I don’t even know if they know the REAL dynamic, my hunch is that maybe the first person that said it did, but not the ones that have been repeating this sentence, like parrots.

So, this is what happened: I was preparing to see a client when suddenly a cap from my front tooth fell into the sink and went down the drain.

I promptly called the client to stop him from coming, I wasn’t going to be toothless… just wasn’t going to be.

I caught him, and he thanked me. I found some tools, took the pipe off the bottom of the sink, found the cap, but now the sink is leaking.
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Will you turn out the wrong person? Already have?

The Question is: What are you using your life for? Will you, with time, turn out the wrong person? Already have?

I don’t know Roy Williams, other than I have bought and read all his books. I have never gone to Texas to any of his seminars. But Roy Williams speaks for me. Beautifully, poetically, and near-accurately.

Here in this quote from his Monday Morning Memo, he speaks about time, about purpose, about the person you turn out to be.

In most of my programs, including the Soul Correction Workshop 1, the Activate Divinity Workshop, the Abundance Workshop (that is coming soon), all my Avatar State audios, the Heaven on Earth, etc. do one thing and one thing only: attempt to nudge you to restore your original self, the self that had the capacity for joy, for love, for creation, for immortality.

You are immortal if the you, the real you, doesn’t die with every step you take, with every day at work, with every day you spend with the people you spend your time.

But, of course, that is as rare as one in a billion or so.

But with the work we do here, you can return to that person, and the difference will be only in percentages, not an all-or-nothing, like it’s now.
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What Do Negative Feelings Have To Do With Abundance? Prepare To Be Surprised! UPDATED

What do negative feelings have to do with abundance? Prepare to be surprised!

This past week my sales dropped to near zero. I got intensely curious and started to investigate. I detected when it started, and how it transpired.

Then I started to pay attention to my feelings with regards to my business. I found greed, (a persistent pressure reaching for my throat) and a kind of fear that starts in my stomach and makes a big flashing V, reaching as far as my shoulders.

Then it all became clear. I dropped the cause of the feelings and we are almost back to normal.

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Abundance: finally I figured out how to teach you!

I have been promising for months to come out with an abundance product of my own. But, as you already know, I am not into repeating what other people have said, and I did not have enough data, enough personal experience to teach anything useful to you.

I have been experiencing abundance for quite some time, and one-sentence in an Osho book, I got into complete and irrevocable abundance. But most of it was unconscious, I failed to witness the process, and therefore there was nothing I could have taught then.

But today I had a sudden flash of insight: you can’t teach the mindset, you can only teach what to remove…

Just like in most any issue that plagues a human being, the only effective and non-symptomatic approach is to remove what is unnaturally there, so one can return to the natural state of a human, which is health, joy, and abundance.

And because what’s been happening in the past ten days, I am starting to see what I am going through, and therefore I am starting to see what I can teach.
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What is the Self? Part 2

What is the Self? Part 2

So, the question is still: what is the self, the self that you honor when you talk about integrity? Integrity is being true to your self…

What is the self that you esteem in self-esteem. (Esteem means ‘hold in high regard’)

What is the self in self-expression? What is the self that is through and through in authentic self? What is the self that pursues its purpose?

You have no answer, and neither have any real and useful answer the videos on youtube, or philosophical books. What they do is create more confusion, lump the self together with ego, or with consciousness… well, they are all confused puppies, sorry.

So what is MY answer, and why is it more valid than famous people’s “answer”?
Why is it, that wherever you look, there is verbal and real confusion, and no one has an answer.

The question is: is this part of the millennia old effort to reduce humanity to sheep?
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What is the Self? Is it the same as the ego? Or the witness? or the Soul?

Here is my horoscope for this week…

Enlarge the Self

This may be the best week in a long time to practice the art of crazy wisdom. And what is crazy wisdom? Here’s how novelist Tom Robbins described it to *Shambhala Sun*: It’s “a philosophical worldview that recommends swimming against the tide, cheerfully seizing the short end of the stick, embracing insecurity, honoring paradox, courting the unexpected, celebrating the unfamiliar, shunning orthodoxy, volunteering for tasks nobody else wants or dares to do, and breaking taboos in order to destroy their power. It’s the wisdom of those who turn the tables on despair by lampooning it, and who neither seek authority nor submit to it.” And why should you do any of that weird stuff? Robbins: “To enlarge the soul, light up the brain, and liberate the spirit.”

and here is a video:

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