Category: Low vibration – high vibration

I have been struggling for two days to write an article…

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This is not normal for me… and I have been a little worried.

Yesterday in my 3-wishes workshop I did the exercise that drives up what you can’t see in the world, so much so, that you don’t believe it is there, you don’t believe that you can have it.

It was hope for me.

I am not sure if it’s the election, if it’s the funny videos I watched about Trump, if it is my last Office Hours experience… I don’t know but suddenly I had no hope, I saw no possibility for humankind, or for me.

It snuck up on me.

Maybe observing my teacher going berserk on hate… Maybe me hating him for it.

Bad stuff has a tendency to sneak up on you, and destroy you, like cancer. By the time you notice, it is almost late. I see that with clients… the earlier you catch it the faster and easier it is to melt it. Continue reading “I have been struggling for two days to write an article…”

Public answer to a question I didn’t answer in my recent office hours

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Office hours… a blissful two way conversation… NOT.ALWAYS!

Yesterday a one-time student came on the call, and asked a question that imitated me. Or better said: I got irritated.

When a question lacks context, the answer either going to be totally unrelated… or not forthcoming.

I have a coach who doesn’t demand that the questioner sets the stage, shows the big picture, inside which the question makes sense. He guesses and quickly answers, I can feel, from whatever he made up… not what the real question would be.

I.HATE.THAT!

So my irritation was mainly due to considering the question a setup, to make me look foolish. Continue reading “Public answer to a question I didn’t answer in my recent office hours”

You are an object living in a world of objects, not a person

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My day started with an email that I got a comment on one of my old articles on Access Consciousness.

The modality taught by two good looking dudes, and frequented mostly by women.

The comment writer reports on her experience being groomed for being a sex object in the sex cult…

I felt her anguish (don’t forget I am a freaking empath… )

I muscletested to be sure: she wasn’t lying.

Of course I should have thought that being considered a sex object, like a dildo, like a sex-doll is part of the objects-among-objects level of consciusness.. but I didn’t… I wept. In my long life every single sexual encounter was like that. I felt like a dildo… And having become too old to be used is a relief for me. I can be a person now.

I approved the comment, I looked in Google, and I was stunned to see that such accusations have been around at least eight years…

OK, time to wipe my eyes, and do my job… Cause a world where you can be a person… Cause a world where you treat others as a person…

So I read emails from my Validation Challenge. Continue reading “You are an object living in a world of objects, not a person”

Human Design eating style, words… tiny pieces… enjoy

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One of the most important things about humanity is arrogance: I know everything, except a few things… and once I know that, I’ll know everything I need to know.

  • What is knowable is 10% of all knowledge.
  • And a normal person knows about 1% of that 10%.
  • 90% of that 1% he knows wrong… what he ‘knows’ just isn’t so.
  • And he thinks he knows at least half of it.

This is true for everyone, PhD, Nobel Prize winner, Maven… What you know doesn’t really grow, only what you think you know grows…

Just watch the millions of books self-published on Amazon… Average truth value: 3%. Which means: 97% is not true.

13 or so years ago I ordered a report for $97. It came in an audio, a woman with this breezy spiritual voice, you know the voice, said what she said.

The report by Human Design told me how to eat. My eating style that will keep me healthy, smart, and slim. Continue reading “Human Design eating style, words… tiny pieces… enjoy”

How to tell the difference between thing-ness and beingness

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How to tell the difference between thing-ness and beingness… i.e. are you treating another a person or a thing?

I learned, maybe re-learned something from my an email I got from someone who is taking ‘becoming a person’ very seriously… thank god.

He got that only through ‘granting’ personness to another makes you a person. That really you cannot be a person among objects… what you give is what you are.

Very counterintuitive idea, and probably controversial too. But to echo most people’s emotions: a ‘bummer’… too bad.

We all want to be treated as a person, we want to be treated like we are a ‘somebody’, not a thing, and definitely not a ‘nothing’. Continue reading “How to tell the difference between thing-ness and beingness”

A full 93% of humanity and 97% of my readers live as an object in a world of objects

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I looked at yesterday’s top picture on the article quoting Socrates. He is quoted saying: Be kind for everyone is fighting a hard battle… That saying can only be said by someone who lives as a person and considers others as a person as well… The minute minority of humanity.

In Socrates age more people would be able to heed that commandments: more people lived and honored others as persons… More than today, almost 2500 years later… Human consciousness, spirituality, is evolving backwards. Devolving.

Yesterday started with crying for me and ended with crying for me.

Crying is an expression of something… and if you allow it to express itself, it blows itself out… I am the master of allowing. In my world nothing is wrong, nothing is verboten, except what’s phony. that is not allowed.

Yesterday’s article was a huge discovery for me. Continue reading “A full 93% of humanity and 97% of my readers live as an object in a world of objects”

What if respect is not what everyone says it is…

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what if respect means seeing yourself and the other a person?

After I checked the election’s vote counts this morning, I cried. The cry of the innocent on trial… no, make it the sob, when the jury comes back and the verdict is read: not guilty.

Of course it is not over until it is over, but the little flames of hope are starting to break out from under the ton of soil I poured on the fire of hope: that America becomes the country I want to live in, instead of being ashamed of living in.

I am for all people. Whether I like them or not.

Whether they make more money than me, are heard more than me… for all people. But, it seems, that unless some principles are held up, like the ones in the Constitution, this is not how the world works… and the Constitution has been made a decoration instead of the cornerstone of this country for the past four years, and I was losing hope so much, that I had to bury it.

Now it is threatening to come out… thus the sobbing. Because 50% of this country, roughly, has voted, twice in a row, against being a country for all. Continue reading “What if respect is not what everyone says it is…”

Unless it doesn’t make sense it won’t do anything for you

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My father taught one thing to me with words, that although it only landed some three decades later, has caused me to finally become successful and healthy… with relationships that are enjoyable…

Obviously the decades in between weren’t like that. They were full of suffering, misery, health deteriorating, and relationship that weren’t fun…

And I didn’t get better because I got older… I got wiser… because finally I understood what my father taught me… Continue reading “Unless it doesn’t make sense it won’t do anything for you”

There are no jumps in reality, other than death, or other tragedies

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90% of the people on my mailing list are buyers. so if you are reading this, chances are, 90% that you have bought something from me before. So you are considered a buyer.

One of my teachers is a guy who teaches doing business entirely through emailing. He has a rabid ‘tribe’, people who buy nearly everything he offers. Most of his stuff is pricey, some very pricey.

When he offers something for $20… it makes him more money than I make in a year.

So this morning I looked how I could get more people buy a $20 product myself…

So I started a conversation with my Future Self. Continue reading “There are no jumps in reality, other than death, or other tragedies”

Without seasons intelligent life wouldn’t be possible

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It’s fall again. My favorite season. I like the colors, the contrast, the smells. I also like winter. Spring and summer are not my favorites.

But… and this is a big but… without seasons there would be no life on Planet Earth… of, according to the National Geographic, only in the area of the Equator… no agriculture, no science, no evolution… and lots of bugs.

When I ask Source it says: there would be no intelligent life.

So the seasons have something to do with the livability of this planet… and the seasons come from the tilt and wobble of the planet.

This is not meant to be a scientific article

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