I had a rough night. I could barely breath, especially when I lied down. So I didn’t…
It’s been coming for about three weeks, and it didn’t respond to healing.
It felt likely that it was my last night on earth.
And I had no idea what was causing it. I sat on the edge of the bed. I sat on the chair by my computer. taking even just five steps felt like the end of me.
At a point around 7 am I had a thought. There was something familiar about the symptoms, or half of the symptoms. Wanting to poop, and nausea… When did I have that. Was it 2018? I think so. And then it was from eating something spoiled.
So energized by this new line of inquiry, I asked Source different questions. I started to take Goldenseal tincture and after two hours I was able to go to be and actually sleep.
Now I am foggy… but I can breathe.
So why am I writing this article? Definitely not fishing for concern, or anything like that.
I am writing to emphasize that diagnosis is 90% of healing. Healing anything. Your health, your wealth, your relationships, and your fulfillment.
And as long as the root cause is not visible, all actions are misdirected, and all actions also cover up the cause even deeper.
When you are trying to fix anything, your attention is on the symptoms, because that is what you feel, that is what you experience.
What allowed me to go deeper is this: I didn’t do anything. I saw that lying down will kill me, so I didn’t. I kept watching.
A normal person would go to the Emergency Room. And between you and me, that would have been my last action…deady boo, deady bye…
One of the things that I was thinking is how unfair it would be to my clients who still need my help. So I just hung in there… observing. Choosing to live.
I was emotionally detached… both to living and dying.
I think the reason people make such quick and rash moves is because they are attached to some outcome, or some feeling… like a drunk child.
This article will be really short, because as I said I am foggy… and weak. But alive.
As soon as I feel better I’ll schedule the live session of the Detach workshop… probably this coming week.
If you want to learn this important skill.. to detach
