Originally posted 2011-09-27 11:53:12.
It’s tonight. Or more precisely, this afternoon at 4 pm.
Yesterday was the grand rehearsal, 1 and I was so afraid, so stressed, that I got myself a fever blister. It had to come out somewhere.
Stress is very unpleasant, but stress is a good sign. Stress is the physical experience of the fact that the Light is pushing and your vessel is not big enough, or not open. Or that you are not connected.
Because of the fear my vessel wasn’t quite open…
What was I afraid of? Plenty.
This was the first time for a few things
- I checked individuals, in a group, whether they are connected or not.
- I downloaded an activator and half the group took it, no resistance, but two people didn’t. And I had to figure out on the call what was in the way and make corrections. It was intense.
It worked, and now I am really ready for tonight, I slept well, had no dreams or thoughts about tonight, I was at peace.
I am clear that
- the conscious mind wants to know what on earth is being done to it.
- the conscious mind needs to know the story to give any chance to connecting
- the conscious mind is the main reason anyone doesn’t connect. Not the ego.
This afternoon, 4 pm NY time, I’ll have the privilege to teach, live, a group of people that come on the webinar. And to reward them, I’ll give them the whole second phase [/efn_note] and I was so afraid, so stressed, that I got myself a fever blister. It had to come out somewhere.
Stress is very unpleasant, but stress is a good sign. Stress is the physical experience of the fact that the Light is pushing and your vessel is not big enough, or not open. Or that you are not connected.
Because of the fear my vessel wasn’t quite open…
What was I afraid of? Plenty.
This was the first time for a few things
- I checked individuals, in a group, whether they are connected or not.
- I downloaded an activator and half the group took it, but two people didn’t. And I had to figure out on the call what was in the way and make corrections. It was intense.
It worked, and now I am really ready for tonight, I slept well, had no dreams or thoughts about tonight, I was at peace.
I am clear that
- the conscious mind wants to know what on earth is being done to it.
- the conscious mind needs to know the story to give any chance to connecting
- the conscious mind is the main reason anyone won’t connect. Not the ego.
This afternoon, 4 pm NY time, I’ll have the privilege to teach, live, a group of people that come on the webinar. And to reward them, I’ll give them the whole second phase activator.
After that they will connect on their own, or come to more group calls, because it takes energy to make the changes the activator calls for.
Without regular connection it is wasted on them.
This is what I am learning in the process: connecting needs to become a natural state. But first you need to learn it correctly.
- The six second-phase testers came on a call with me. Until last night I claimed that I can test individuals whether they connect or not, just by looking at their names.
I claimed that I can tell if an individual is accepting the activator download or not, just by having their names in front of me.
Now I know. I have tested it.
I love the idea of a daily connection circle. Your 10 am time would be perfect for me.
it's already set up. will email url when I can
Marc, first off, you have a very pleasant energy, like testing you from the inside… compliment.
second, no, you didn't get the activation, sorry.
I scheduled another call for next Tuesday, starting at 7. I will start the actual training at 8, you can come on at 8 and just do the training part. registration is same place, https://www.yourvibration.com/webinar
I am also contemplating creating daily connection circles, starting with one, where you can come just to connect and get a refresh of the activator, 10 minutes total. Would 10 am work on any day? Or 11 am? EST… People can make a short call even from work, I think. No talking, no story, just the instructions to connect, and the activation. Plus testing if asked, so people know they are on the right path. What do you think about that?
Thank you Rene. I think that what I went through was necessary for really getting how off-kilter the world has been. xoxo
I also want to thank you for the call today Sophie. Very well done. Can you do me a favor and tell if I downloaded the activator? I was briefly interrupted in the middle of it.
I plan on practicing being connected for longer and longer, since so far I've only been doing it for 10-15 seconds at a time 5-6 times a day.
Also-do you return your eyes to normal after the initial connection of 9 seconds?
Thanks again,
Marc Mayerson
I am sorry that you had to go through what you went through. But at the same time, the people who brought you to this earth were just vehicles.
You belong to us now.
😉
Thanks for the webinar today Sophie. I look forward to your weekly classes. should I be expecting any clearing issues? Sometimes with energy clearing (like after a Reiki session) I find the receiver sometimes goes through dramatic emotions and maybe digestive “clearing” happens.
Thanks
Rene
Rene, you should always expect clearing. And the attitude should be joy, as in rejoicing. That allows the clearing to go on unimpeded, and you won't block getting more light.
I am noticing that certain vibrational levels have similar cleansing side-effects. Looking at where YOU are, you should expect stomach issues and maybe nausea, pretty soon.
For me, lol, it's ongoing, I am connected so much, and have so much “stuff” on the history level…