Originally posted 2011-09-23 15:31:19.
Hello Sophie- I’ve been reading your post about raising your vibration- but how do you activate original self? You got me curious now!
Amy
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Hello Sophie,
Well since talking with you, about a day after, I got very irritated. Everything was annoying and making me mad. I was thinking of old issues with people and why I thought they were wrong or how mean they treated me. I was surprised at all of this because I thought I had moved on from these memories. I prayed a lot and did meditation and reminded my self that these are just thoughts and I can forgive these people.
I am feeling better and have found a cool website by Christie Marie Sheldon– Love or Above – how to raise your vibration. I like what she is offering.
I can actually feel the energy move up my spine, but it stops around the middle of my shoulder blades. I keep working on it. I went out the other night and drank a bit and I think this adversely affected by progress. Today was a bit better. I think my diet also has a role with my mood and my menstrual cycle has a negative impact as well.
I watched a new show on Discovery channel called Curiosity and Stephan Hawking explained that there is no God. It really upset me. I thought what an ass he was and it took me down a couple of notches dwelling on that.
I would like to learn to protect myself from others negative vibes.
Talk to ya soon,
Amy
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Amy, your vibration is at 295 now. It is the perfect time to do the direct connection I show in the video… https://training.by-sophie.com I will do a video on cloaking yourself to protect yourself from Dark Side, but others negativity only effects you in the early stages when certainty isn’t quite developed.
Sophie
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Hello Sophie,
Well- another strange thing happened two days ago. I was in a semi sleep and two flashes went off. It was like a flash on a camera. It was very distinct and it made me open my eyes and see what was going on.
I saw your post about Theta healing and got the book on Amazon today. I have been reading it and came across the part it talks about flash lights going off. I am excited about all of this of course.
Hope all is well with you. Keep up the good work.
Amy
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Wow, Amy. I am so glad you got that book. xoxo
Sophie
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Hello Sophie,
Well more insights keep on coming in! Your post about people being comfortable in pain really struck a chord with me. I was trying to figure out what is going on with me and my husband and it popped into my head about being bullied. My older sister bullied me my entire childhood – so is it any wonder I married a bully? I realized I do not want to be married to a dominator, I want to married to a partner! Some one I can share respect with, not this “I’m right and you had better listen to me cause your a weak idiot that doesn’t know any better” wow. How’s that for a wake up call!
Yikes- now what do I do? I’ve been so used to this kind of relationship for soooo long… I can feel the energy in my heart opening up now for the first time in a long time. I feel like crying- for joy!
Keep up the good work,
Amy
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Amy, don’t forget that your husband was activated too. His vibration is at 250… he may be ready soon to renegotiate your relationship. don’t throw out the baby with the bathwater just yet.
Sophie
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Sophie, Sorry I missed our appointment. I was on a set and was not allowed to call out. In the past few days I have been having more insights and revelations. I have had some stuck energy in my back for a long long time. I felt a strong need to get back to nature so yesterday I hiked to a water fall and sat by it for most of the day.
I had this dream of a bunch of spiders in webs, and one monster sized spider in a huge web. In my dream I was trying to kill it. I thought I was successful until it came back to life.
Here is what came to me via an episode of X-Files:
The passage of time in prisons is not in a cell of brick and mortar but in one of hopes dashed and tragedies unaverted. How precious, then, the chance to go back only to discover that in facing the past you must face up to yourself…
that exiting the prison of time doesn’t free you from the prison of your own character… one from which there is no escape.
It takes humility to realize that it is no one “out there” fault- that it is your own character flaws that got you into this tangle web. I soon started feeling the energy that has been stuck for so long start to move. I felt free. I can accept myself and all my flaws and stop blaming others if I am not happy.
My own need for self preservation has been overriding my other needs- which is really a fear based motive I’ve been acting on.
I hope that we can reschedule appointment. I think what you are doing is valid. Keep up the good work.
Amy
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Amy, I have been actually working on the exact same thing with others and have written at least one blog post illustrating it. You saying a blanket “I forgive myself” etc. isn’t sufficient for freedom, though in the moment it makes you feel better.
The ‘real freedom’ process is really facing your ugly, not necessarily true, and embracing it… Nasty stuff.
For example, my mother called me a whore/slut when I was 3. I have been running from that. Last week I contemplated embracing it, and it looked horrendous… I kinda kissed it on the cheek, but didn’t really embrace it… but I will have to. Maybe today? There is a tremendous fear associated with the embracing: it feels that if I accept it, then it will be permanent, if I reject it, it will go away.
But 60 years didn’t do the trick… so I am going to embrace it. Can’t even imagine what it will feel like.
Sophie
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Hello Sophie,
I have been reading your post again- I find them so interesting! I ordered the book “The Healing Codes” and am really liking it so far.
One thing I did read in your post was your article about Christie Marie Sheldon. I thought if was rather harsh saying that she is a fake and one would only be attracted to her if they are indeed fake themselves.
The benefits of her online program seem elementary at first glance, but what she offers is a systematic ways to connect to source. She has a 45 day calendar. Each day you are sent an email with a different task/meditation on ways to connect/raise your vibration. It has nothing to do with her being a pretty blonde (sounds like you have some harsh feelings towards) or a fake. I feel like the program ($79) is inexpensive for what all you get (organized, digital, audio, video,convenient, informative methods) laid out in a very easy to use format.
Her meditations ( blessing ball of light is especially good) are good and I have been able to identify some deep blocks I have carried since childhood. I am also using Healing codes- and reading your articles/post.
I think each of us has different ways in which we learn- it’s not so cookie cutter- except each one talks about the top of your head spot (tangerine) which I have been practicing as well.
Keep up the good work,
Amy
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Amy, would you mind if i added your comment, publicly, on my blog and answered it there?
Sophie
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Sophie,
That’s fine-
Amy
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Thank you Amy.
I am testing a few things. First off: you have never connected to Source. Your vibration dropped to 260. Don’t forget, the first phase of activation was mandatory, Source ordered, and people can’t hold onto the high vibration it created unless they earn it by connecting themselves.
You haven’t, and you lost it.
Second: Christine Marie Sheldon can only teach what she does, and obviously she is doing a superb job at it. On the other hand: she cannot teach you to connect to Source, because she, herself, isn’t connecting.
I apologize for calling her a pretty blonde, it came from bitterness, and frustration… I will never be a pretty blonde…. wasn’t born that way. 🙁
I wrote an article where I say that a spiritual teacher could incorporate the Tangerine Method into their curriculum by adding two sentences, and they would start to produce real results.
The Tangerine Method of connecting to Source is not my property. It is not copyrighted. It belongs to humanity. And it works.
Connecting is deceptively simple, but it seems, that the language that works for one, doesn’t mean the same thing for another, and that is why I am offering the service to test people on a webinar.
When, with emphatic ability, I identify the misunderstanding, everyone manages to connect.
According to my muscletest, you haven’t attempted to connect, so I can’t correct you… sorry.
Hope you will.
Sophie
Hello Amy.
I have good news and bad news for you: my muscletest says you are not connecting. That is the bad news.
And, according to my tests and experience, it does take more than just thinking about the connection.
After a while when you have developed your will enough, you can will yourself into connection, but in the beginning no.
In addition to that, there are 3 levels of connection: 1. just like sunbathing 2. conscious permission for energy to be downloaded (more involved) 3. 2-way connection for asking or commanding something.
I do not believe in manifestation, sorry. I think you need to actually do some work for what you want.
Thank you for sharing your thoughts and experience.
Sophie
Hello Sophie,
I have practiced connecting on a daily basis. This is what I got:
Just like a tree is connected to earth, we are connected to spirit. We never disconnect. The only thing we do is ignore, forget, or just don't ask. All we have to do to connect is think about and ask for that connection. No tricks or anyone else's super powers are needed (guru) We are living in connection because we are part of the energy field – we are in God's skin- always.
I do notice when I put my focus on my heart and the tangerine spot at the same time- my ability to manifest is sped up 10 fold.
The other thing I got was:
There are a lot of wounded seekers- looking to connect and they can be mislead easily.
I also think that our “vibe” rate fluctuates with factors like- the thoughts we think, the choices we make, the people we are around, and earthly cycles. We are after all connected to each other and earth.
It makes sense that when the earth is being abused- we are sensing that as well.
So it is my belief that this is an ongoing process one to be practiced every day with compassion for ourselves and others.
Much love- Amy
Sophie,
How does one truly know one is activated? Also how does one determine the percentage level? Now you can see why I am looking forward to the 27th, have alreaady registered about 7 times but doesn't seem to have gone through though.
Thank you.