Update 7/16/2023
As I was writing an article I realized something I had never seen.
I am energized by resistance. I am a 34, aka Forget Thyself.
I have a slew of incidents in my life where I not only resisted, but fought tooth and nail.
For example when I fell asleep in my parents bed while they were out. When they got home my father intended to gently take me to my own bed, but I woke up, and half asleep, half awake I started to hit him with my fists. I was about three years old.
So when my father told me: ‘allow it, it will end that much faster‘ he wasn’t kidding.
I fought off rapists, I fought off all kinds of things. But I did need to learn to let hurts go, let offenses go, let irritations go, because otherwise my life would have amounted to nothing.
And when I look at my Forget Thyself clients, present and past, they all share that ‘fighting spirit‘. What they don’t share, so far, is allowing… allowing what is better to allow than fight. And only fight when you can win.
Instead they, so far, all are fighting what they can’t beat… and where a good fight would be really good, they act like wet blanket… putz.
Update 6/15/18
Given how relevant the number: how much you think of yourself, this soul correction is to take yourself out of the picture, completely. Stand outside and know that nothing is about you.
And as long as you think it is, you’ll have misery, you’ll not breathe deeply, you’ll feel hurt, or important, or whatever self-centered things you fancy yourself.
Original writeup:
The issue with the soul correction is trust. The lack of it. No trust in other people, no trust in the Universe. Closed in, relying only on one’s own experience. Nothing it accepts at face value.
This is the soul correction of the Tree of Life… the skeptic will test everything.
The problem is that one can’t experience everything in a “normal” life, and therefore most decisions come as a reaction from an ego truth… and they are wrong decisions.
There is a much bigger world with a lot bigger view than a typical Forget Thyself person can see. So a Forget Thyself is mostly a bumbling idiot, making mistake after mistake.
Trust is hard, because trust is something you give, like love, no one can give you trust. Trust is like putting wood in the fireplace even though you don’t know it will every give you heat…
Obviously Fear and Distrust go hand in hand, Distrust and anxiety/worry go hand in hand.
A typical Forget Thyself has two aspects: they look self-assured, confident, maybe even arrogant to others. The inner aspect is miserable, tormented with doubt, self-hate, grief, regret. Not a pretty picture. No bridge between the two worlds, without altering both: softening the harsh certainties outwards, and softening the lack of trust inward.
An evolved Forget Thyself has developed the capacity of small steps, feeling their way, listening keenly, moving like one moves in pitch dark places, paying attention and awareness to every shift in vibration, in temperature, sound…
Awareness is the other side of Forget Thyself’s distrust.
A very difficult and involved soul correction.
Moses had this same soul correction.
Your best bet to do this is under guidance by another Forget Thyself person (me).
Soul Correction Workshops
In looking at these letters I realized that when I look at a hebrew letter I feel an awareness/sensation in my tangerine spot. Don’t know if this happened before I learned about this way of connecting from you. I feel that it did and if so, that would explain a lot. I will meditate on these letters soon.
That is interesting. I have found that meditating on individual Hebrew letters s very powerful. Sometimes they actually “come to life” and move. Each one evokes something different. I have a book that gives the meanings/effects of each letter. when i get the impulse to meditate on a letter, I do that, get the experience, then read the book. it is amazing how often what I experience matches the description. blows me away.
The Hebrew letters are a power combination, a Kabbalistic tool to do the same thing as my Avatar State audios do. Muscletesting says it doesn’t do it though… but it’s an idea that has been Kabbalah for thousands of years, about 5,000, give or take
Thanks Sophie for posting this. Okay, if this is a really difficult and involved correction maybe I can stop asking why it’s taking me so long to get clear in spite of lots of effort.
What is the meaning of the Hebrew letters in this article?