I feel alone. Unheard.
Not a good feeling. It is not that I am on the mountaintop screaming… and am not being heard. No. I am among people, and I am not heard.
What isn’t being heard, what is being ignored, brushed aside, that the reason you are unhappy trying to become happy is because you live on the 14th and the 15th floors of your being…
It is impossible to be happy on those floors.
The second thing that isn’t being heard is that you are manipulated and influenced by evil people.
- If you can’t see evil, then you are one of those people who is a positive thinker type of puppet.
- If you can see evil, and want to campaign, attack, kill… then you are a fixit puppet.
- If you can’t see evil, and who cares… then you are sheep… baaa baaa
How, why, and why am I insulting you?
I am insulting the 14th and 15th floor you… they are not the real you.
You are under the influence. It is the ‘Not you’ that is running your life.
Your suffering, your dissatisfaction with life is a direct result of that: that you live your life from the ‘not you’.
In the book Interface, at a certain point, the presidential candidate discovers that what is making him say the things he says is not him… but something outside of him.
You are that presidential candidate… suffering, but not doing anything to cut the interface, so you can finally be you.
It doesn’t matter how old you are, this has been the case for tens of thousands of years…
Only a very few escaped. Seneca is one. Margoczi is one. I am one. I haven’t found anyone else… which doesn’t mean there haven’t been any.
The powers that be don’t want you to become a person and act according to your values, your feelings.
Your feelings cannot be easily manipulated…
By the way, did you notice that you and everyone around you, use the words emotions and feelings interchangeably?
They don’t mean the same thing. Feelings are innate, emotions come from the outside.
Even biochemists say stupid, misleading things like this: ‘Biochemistry Of Love: Meet The Hormones & Neurotransmitters That Rule Your Feelings’
They mean ’emotions’. Those emotions that whack your life…
That love they talk about is chemically induced temporary state…
Love is when you care about another person’s well-being, and want them to be well, whether that serves you or not.
I haven’t seen love as of yet. I have seen mutual altruism… but I have mostly seen possessiveness and treating another as a tool… a thing… to get what you want.
Now… why do I feel like I am not heard?
After all enough of my readers read my articles… but…
After all enough of my readers come to the Feelings webinars…
If just one heard me, I would feel heard.
If you say: I hope I can join you on the 13th floor… then you didn’t hear me.
Hope is an emotion. It comes from ‘I know it is unlikely to happen. so I have to use hope, because surely that is all I have to go for me… Work for it? Nay… I don’t think it is worth it…’
