The most difficult thing to see, the most difficult thing to accept is that even though you are looking, there can be something right in front of you, and you won’t see it.
Instead you’ll see what you know is there.
This is the source of most mischief.
In fact, this is the source of your low vibration.
When, for example, I say you live in the basement of your being, I am using a simile.
When you are in the basement, you can’t see what is happening on the other floors, you are physically blocked from seeing it.
The truth is weirder than that: your eyes see but your map of reality is superimposed on that which your eyes see.
So you keep on seeing the same thing.
And because your seeing is feelings… electrical impulses through your visual nerve… it belongs to the 13th floor.
The missing floor… the floor humanity lost when Adam and Eve ate from the Tree of Knowledge.
It wasn’t the knowledge that was prohibited. It was that they ate before they were ready. And thus they built the 14th floor, the floor of “knowledge”, and the 15th floor: the floor of marker feelings, also known as emotions without having a thorough experience, without living in the 13th floor long enough to know it.
So humanity made up a lot of b.s. about what they saw… basing life on an awful lot of made up stuff…
And we do it as a group, and we do it individually.
Me too… No one is an exception.
The difference is: I found out that I am doing it, and I am coming around.
Some insights are staggering.
My body has been telling me, the 13th floor has been telling me stuff, that I am not hearing.
It is telling me who is a friend and who is a foe.
It is telling me in feelings. And the feelings are getting stronger, but I had not made the connection.
I have been feeling a lot less physical pain. I finally, it feels, hit it with my diet and with my supplements. Until yesterday, when I decided to go shopping with a person I hired 3-4 years ago.
Suddenly, the pain returned. I am limping, I am in pain. My spine is locking up.
I became curious.
I found through muscletesting that there is a connection, a strong connection between the pain and this person. And the feeling I still don’t feel is the feeling of “run, don’t walk!”
Hm. Your feelings are talking to you and you are not hearing what they are saying.
Or, like me, see no connection, so you are using other methods to “fix” what is wrong.
And, or course, it is not always another person, or a thing outside of you. Sometimes it is an aspect of you that your body reacts to.
I have students that get “hives” from talking to me. I don’t mean actual hives… They get angry, belligerent, attack, spew, lash out.
They redirect the anger to me… but I am not the source. What I am saying is not the source of the anger. What is the source of the anger is they cannot meet their own expectation of themselves, because of a stuck behavior pattern…
But directing their anger at me is ineffective. They are the source of their own anger.
What would help to reduce or eliminate the anger if they could take responsibility for their behavior. Ownership. Seeing the bad, ugly, often appalling behavior as: oh, that? That is what my body is hating me for?
And change it.
On the level of the 14th and the 15th floor they can lie about it, but on the level of the feelings, the 13th floor, the truth is revealed: their behavior is ugly.
And unless they learn to live in their body, on the 13th floor, they will NEVER be able to see what is happening, because they can’t. They cannot see it.
What they see is: this is who I am, this is the way I am… but it is not true. You are not a fixed being, being in fixed ways… You behave in fixed ways, because your 14th and 15th floor are not based in reality.
And this is why “god” said: don’t eat prematurely from the Tree of Knowledge.
If you want to remain stuck… it’s OK with me. Is it OK with you?
If not, I have webinars with exercises for you, I have a book for you to read…
You may not be as good at reading hard texts as I am… but you can… and as soon as you start turning on the light on the 13th floor, your life can be yours.
Your life. You run the controls. Make it as beautiful as you can.
You are returned to the driver’s seat.
Celebrate.
The first webinar is this afternoon.
The next is this coming Sunday.
Then on Monday, Presidents Day.
The recordings are as good as the live webinars… you do the exercise… and eventually the light gets turned on.
Want to be part of the Feelings webinars?
First you need to become a subscriber of my emails.
I will not make it easy for you… if you don’t like difficult you won’t benefit from the webinars, and I don’t want you there…
Fair warning. No TLB 1’s.
OK, here is the form to sign up to my list. You’ll need to confirm your email. And then you’ll get an automated email from me with the link to sign up to the webinar. No confirmation: no link.
Bummer you say? Yeah, I agree.
PS: according to Source, it was one man, eight thousand years ago, that first had this insight about the Tree of Knowledge: the world of words.
Eight thousand years ago… So much suffering… Words put in the bibles of all people… and no effect. No result. No return to the Tree of Life.
Let’s make this time different, shall we?
