I am not sure who the original dark forces are… they have been around for about three thousand years.
They mean business. I mean business for themselves. These are individuals in a close knit clan, dispersed all over the world, spreading mayhem and fishing in troubled waters.
You work for them. If I had a job, I would work for them. The president of the United States work for them. They own all the banks, all the money on Planet Earth.
They pull the strings in this seemingly chaotic world.
Now, one could think: kill them. But that is more of the same. They can do their dirty deeds only because the conscious awareness of people is so low. And it hasn’t grown.
As a civilization we have been reduced to biological robots, and the chances of breaking out of that predicament is slim.
The scenario of the Matrix movie is both true and untrue.
In that movie, your biological piece was used as an energy cell, and only your computer character actually moved, changed location, etc.
In the real world, (no, not a hologram, as far as I can see), you are carrying around your piece. But other than that, you haven’t had an original thought probably ever.
Suggestions? yes. But original, un-influenced thought, probably never.
Why? Because that is how the Dark Side wants it.
Just watch yourself: you fill every waking moment with noise, brain candy, “information,” so you could never have a moment of reflection where you could maybe see through the possible cracks of this hoax we are living.
Instead of “killing them” I am interested in getting to know them enough, that I can mount an effective campaign to awaken people. Some people.
I knew they existed, I felt it all my life, but
1. I had no idea if I was targeted special or everyone was as miserable as I was
2. I had no recourse: I felt totally powerless given the onslaught of miserable feelings permeating me 80% of the time.
Recently I am starting to get insights, a little differentiation, some shades of gray, a little better grip on the “game.”
The first opening was when I discovered that the feelings I feel were mostly not mine.
There is a great working model that helps you understand the phenomenon if you read the amazing science fiction novel, The Mind Parasites by Colin Wilson. You probably can’t get a newly printed copy, but you can always buy a used copy, it is worth it.
It will free you up enough to start coming from your power instead of your weaknesses.
One of the things I learned (and never honored, really, lol) from this book is to tread lightly… to move without noise, to not exclaim victories, to not brag, to not announce to the world that I am winning, because it immediately gets the attention of the Mind Parasites, which is an analogy of the Dark Side.
It is not me to tread lightly. I was born to be a leader, and an overt leader at that. So I have been barraged with attacks that even with the methods I have cannot be fended off.
It really did not grow into a full out attack on my person until I started to energize the water and allow others to cheaply do it themselves.
There must be something in “natural” or non-energized water that keep you a slave.
When I was young (I mean a kid) I used to have to go to a sanatorium every winter: I have a really messed up stomach.
We were never given tap water, we had to drink pink water or pink tea. The pinking agent was a powerful sedative that reduced sexual urges and emotional outbursts to a minimum.
To test what would happen if I sneakily drank from the tap, I stopped drinking the pink water.
The results were disastrous: I had an attack of sexual hyperactivity. It could not be natural: it was something that was in the water.
Making Man copulate like we are rats or some other mindless animal could be the result of the water, or something IN the water…
Now that I look back, I can see that I “calmed down” after I started to drink the Energized Water… hm. never thought about that… lol.
The trigger for this article came, because the method of attacks has changed just today.
For absolutely no reason I am getting attacks of sadness, attacks of grieving, attacks of desire to end it all.
Even with my habit to muscletest if a feeling is mine, I entertained and watched these feelings take over. I became lethargic and agitated, wanted to eat, whatever, and pick up the phone and talk to someone.
I didn’t do either, I just watched. Then I muscletested. It wasn’t mine. I muscletested if it belonged to someone else, and the surprising answer was “no.” I muscletested if I was being attacked, and the answer was yes.
I wish I knew if I am still singled out, or if the population at large is drowning in despair, sadness and grieving.
Would you mind giving me feedback? I’d appreciate it.
Cherie, you are very astute.
The Unbreakable, when downloaded, makes you less prone to the bad feelings those people (I am sure they are people) pump into the air. I myself, when I remember, download into myself the energy and then I have a few hours of silence.
The other reason could be is that you are 14 hours or even more away, and those people need to sleep some time. Watch your dreams if you are getting the influences while you sleep.
Just one more thing: shutting out the feelings doesn’t stop them: they seep into your subconscious and kill you from there, enslave you from there.
My students that have a tendency to shut their feelings off are more miserable, or even quit as a result.
Sophie I can relate. I have felt like you (and do off and on), however I do not yet have the understanding you have. I have often felt like the feelings I am feeling are not mine because they seem to come without reason or it may be that I just have not uncovered enough of my layers to find the truth.
Strangely my feelings have just started to ease since the unbreakable download on the weekend and today again.
Most of the people I know have too much sadness in their lives. I also think most of the people I know are not aware. Or if they are, they try to shut out these feelings.
We are not meant to live in misery: it is an untruth.