As difficult as dirty dishes can be, they’re even worse when you let them sit for a while. And the longer they sit, the harder they are to clean.

This is life. Something that is potentially easy to clean up right after it happens – an unkind word to your father, a lie to your best friend, an insensitivity to your girlfriend – can become a difficult mess if you don’t deal with it now.

Do the dishes today.

I have been thinking about Kaizen a lot. Kaizen can be the saving grace for a lot of people, because Kaizen is a way of life, a non-threatening way, but it is an awake way, and most of us are not awake, get jolted out of our sleepwalking by big things only. I am awake, and Kaizen is for me.

So I decided to use Kaizen to ease back into exercising. Since I stopped exercising, my face aged 10-20 years. That is a lot. I used to have no wrinkles, now I have folds, and wrinkles inside the folds… not pretty.

I have no special occasion to be pretty at, I just think that looking into the mirror should be a joyous occasion, not an occasion to berate myself.

So I am now doing 15 seconds of the exercise I used to do. I am happy. It is starting to show on my face. Hm.

Another Kaizen thing: in airplane bathrooms there is a sign that says something like this: would you be so kind as to use your paper towel to clean the sink before you throw it away?

Very Kaizen. Imagine going to the bathroom and someone’s soapy dirty washwater is still in the sink. (The airplane sink stopper needs to be manually lifted, otherwise it stops the water from emptying…) I would never wash my hand again on an airplane. But with that little Kaizen note, most 99% of the passengers follow the instructions, and everyone washes their hand. (I think that sign also reminds people to wash their hands, which many people don’t see a reason for… ).

And the third Kaizen example I read about in a Kaizen book, and it is about Toyota. The factory. They learned Kaizen from Americans… who would have thought… from Americans.

At Toyota, manufacturing cars happens on the assembly line. Nothing new there. In a normal assembly line everyone is concerned only about their part of the assembly, and the occasional errors are noticed and corrected, or not noticed and not corrected at the quality control station.

Toyota’s then CEO installed a rope switch above every workstation along the assembly line, where workers were asked to pull the rope every time they noticed an error in the work on the half-assembled car in front of them. The pull stopped the assembly line, they corrected the error, and pulled again to re-start…

It was a heretic idea, going counter with mass production. American auto manufacturers, that relied on quality control, had thousands of cars recalled, paid billions in restitution for tiny errors that weren’t corrected right after they happened.

Toyota went on to become the most reliable car. 250K cars are still sold and they run the highways: it is commonplace, while even an ‘error-free’ American car would be proud to run till 200K.

Which leads me to the ‘boundaries’ part.

It is still my cat that is on my mind. Or my previous failed relationship. Or my previous failed New Year resolution. Where, in all circumstances, I ignored, put up with, tolerated, shut a blind eye to a small aberration, a small violation of my boundaries, a little mistake, a little skipping… and they all became the core of a snow ball and destroyed an otherwise hopeful relationship, or my health, or my results.

Do the dishes soon after they get dirty. And stay awake. I have learned my lesson.

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reconnecting methods

Vibrational review: Dr. Eric Pearl the reconnection

Dr Eric Pearl’s personal vibration: 185
The methodology: 180
Truth value: 160

RCT – Herwig Schoen

Herwig Schoen personal vibration: 195
Alice Griffin at Reconnective Therapy: 185
methodology: 170
truth value: 206

The Tangerine Method of Connecting to Source: 1000
Truth value: 930
my vibration: 940

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The Map of Consciousness will show you what it means.

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I just had a remarkable revelation.

As you may or may not know, I have been offering to prepare Bach Flower Remedies and ship them at cost to whoever asks for it.

Obviously the people that already study with me are asking for it.

There have been three women that, when I tested them (energetically and remotely) they tested positive to over 20 flowers, one to 23, another one to 28, and yet another one, today, to 33 or the 38 flowers.

The first two times I thought because they were women from Easter European countries.

But today’s person is from Louisiana… what’s up with that? So I sent her an email.

Turns out that she is visiting her ailing father in San Diego in the hospital, her ex boy friend is suffering in a Boston hospital.

Bingo… I muscletested for “is she empathic and sensitive?” and the answer was yes. Woo-hoo! Let me test the other two women, same deal.

This reminds me when I was ill, I was in the hospital, and went full out crazy, and no medication helped. I absorbed all the craziness of the place, and only leaving helped me. Actually, they gave me cold showers, once, and I snapped out of it.

Even today, when the emotional load from others is too heavy, I have to take a cold shower to get well again.

I still haven’t been able to, reliably, cut myself off from people I have tuned into, but today I can cloak myself, step into an energetic “bubble” and be well… at least relatively well.

Having committed to sending Bach Flower Energies (the energies of the Bach Flower Remedies) to Tr. is a great experiment but unless something changes, it will kill me: it is like his unpleasant, jerky persona inhabits me for hours after I send the energy, and he doesn’t want to leave… lol. Of course, who would want to go home to HIS body, lol. Just kidding… or not. You decide.

Anyway, I would like to gather a few empathic/sensitive people around me to work together: we could do some great stuff. If you know anyone, or if you think you are empathic and want to play, please use the donation button to send me a token of your appreciation: I don’t want to play with anyone who is a taker…

I got caught up with one earlier today. Now he is gone, but he’ll be back. That is the nature of takers. I don’t need them. I want people that like reciprocity. They are higher on the vibrational scale.

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In an email Aaron asked me to measure his roommate’s vibration. He sent me his name. Dr. Z. I measured it and it was 150.

Turns out that both guys work at a clinic and the guy I measured is a champion (?) at manifesting and muscletesting.

So Aaron sent back to me what his roommate, Dr. Z said about me:

Dr. Z checked you out last night and said that your were at 110, so it did make me wonder, he also said that there was blockage in your heart and kidneys… I am not sold completely on muscletesting although he does seem to be pretty accurate with patients in the clinic where we work together…

I muscletested the blockage in my kidneys and it was a no, but in the kidney meridian (energy pathway) it was a yes.
Same with my heart, no for the organ, yes for the meridian.

I had never asked this question, because I have no clue what to do with it. I know that I have some physical issues, my right hip and my digestion, which is mighty poor.

I am not arguing that someone can be accurate measuring, muscletesting something they have no vested interest in being right about. But in a clinic, to make money, they often do.

I have watched a chiropractor (who I don’t go to any more) muscletesting for supplements, and interestingly he always found the same expensive nutrients missing that he made the most money on.

Often I tested, just under the chiropractic table, for my own amusement, and my results didn’t match his. His vibration was around 155, big ego, small will power.

This connection between ego and vibration is very pronounced when it comes to muscletesting something as “custom made” as vibrational frequency, to fan one’s ego and defleet another’s.

Vibrational frequency wasn’t even a word before Dr. David Hawkins developed the scale of the map of consciousness. Which was just a few years ago.

Raising your vibration wasn’t an expression until about a year, maybe two years ago.

Today it is the hippest thing in town, and everybody wants it.

It used to be IQ, looks, income… but cycle has flipped into the generation of “spirituality” and now it’s hip to raise your vibration and wear your number as a badge.

Or it could be just like it’s in the movie, Defending your Life where the question was: Do you know how big is his brain? Or I use 53 percent of my brain… Everyone not qualified to play that game was called the “little brain people.” Great comedy, watch it if you have a chance.

You see, it’s a fashion, it’s hip. People do all kinds of torturous things to raise their vibration.

I bet this Dr. Z and his friend Aaron have done the same.

But, alas, there is vibration and vibration. Vibration of the moment or vibration that is earned, that is here to stay, as long as you do your work.

In my previous article, about the drop of vibration you can learn how it works, I don’t want to repeat myself.

Dr. Z. has done stuff in his life, and at one time his vibration was as high as 500. I won’t guess at what caused it. Vibration is like the speed of the car: in the moment of the measurement. The speed of the car doesn’t stay high unless you keep pressing the gas pedal… and such is with your vibration.

As they say in Landmark Education: “Yesterday’s transformation is today’s arrogance…” lol. Not funny, but funny… you know what I mean?

You snooze and you lose. Oh well, doing this work, for me, has been the best way to keep my vibration high. You don’t let me relax even for a day.

My visitors and my students keep me on my toes… and my vibration high. Thank you.

PS: Vibrational review of Opposing or conflicting worldviews

kundalini
is it real? no
what is the truth value of the worldview? (connection to Source) 260
In the Tangerine Method work, the 2nd and 3rd Phase activators given together cause a double kundalini (I experience it every time, both start from the rot chakra, one goes up and one goes down… heavenly) and jump anyone’s vibration 50-100 points. I habitually give it on the Connection sessions on Tuesdays and Saturdays, if anyone sends me an email and requests it. Otherwise I like to see the “truth” of the vibration people are causing themselves by doing the work.

chakras
are they real? yes
what is the truth value of the worldview? 270

more to come…

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How do you raise your vibration? Why would it go down after you raised it? How does it work?

I had a conversation with a friend of mine, Charlie this afternoon. We were discussing the vibrational frequency of the people in the Training Program I have been running since September 27. (The Daily Connection)

Some people’s vibration has dropped, including his. Others’ have gone up.

He mostly wanted to know why his vibration dropped so dramatically.

There are two components:

1. 1. you get an advance when you make a promise. Just like in real life, in spiritual life, if you promise to do something, you may get an advance.In the spiritual realm every promise of an action that would increase your vibration will advance the matching rise in your vibration.You promise to do the homework. You promise to practice. You promise to overcome a character flaw. The light immediately gives you a big advance.You promise to make a donation: you get, from the promise, the same immediate result as if you have given it already.

   When you don’t deliver on your promise, you need to pay back the advance and some.

   I have had that experience myself: I changed my mind about a donation, because it didn’t look possible, it didn’t easily come out of my budget… and the end result was I ended up in worse situation that I was before.

   The students that promised did the same way: they stopped generating their spiritual growth, they stopped doing their homework, they got busy and stopped participating, and now their vibration has dropped to a point where it is dangerously low.

2. he other component is a very 21st century mindset: people and businesses reach a milestone. They say: good. I’ll now just have to maintain it.In the spiritual world that works even less than in the business world.Your vibration is like a salary that you earned. No work, no salary. You can’t say: but I worked so hard last month! That was paid in last month’s salary. For this month’s salary (vibration) you need to work this month.Here is the spiritual rule: anything that stops growing starts dying.

   No exceptions.

   I am dealing with my own soul correction myself. I could say: I have dealt with it! That’s how I got to a vibration of 940! Oh, the Universe doesn’t have favorites. Soul put me in the position, day in and day out, where I can feel superior, where I need to reign in my superiority, my ego, my arrogance, my condescending tendencies.

   Hard work, if you ask me.

   What’s the best response to this? Thanking the Soul to putting myself in the situation where I can earn my vibration this month.

   Do I succeed every month? So far, on a monthly basis, I have. Daily? I fail more days than I succeed. I have been a raving maniac for a few days now. Until this afternoon where I got what it is I am doing.

   Now, the same is the situation with everyone.

   • Christie Marie Sheldon’s vibration dropped.
   • Tr.’s vibration dropped.
   • Brian Ridgway’s vibration dropped.
   • Esther Hicks’ vibration dropped

Maybe it’s the holidays… we all get sloppy, lazy, and feel entitled… maybe.

But whatever it is, please, do your work.

Only when you have tasted the freedom of the higher vibration that you start to feel the bitterness, and slavery of the low one.

Learn from others example: you need to earn your vibration every month. And go light on promises! Unless you are willing to do what it takes to deliver!

PS: Does connecting to Source raise your vibration? No. Only doing the work of the soul raises your vibration. But Source helps you reshape your insides to support you in doing the work. If you know that that is what you are doing.

If you come to connection classes to feel the light, to feel better, to enjoy the connection, but have no growth, no soul correction, no support in mind: the Light will NOT raise your vibration.

I have three students I am particularly proud of: two of them are foreigners, the third I beat up every Sunday.

Is it possible that we, Americans, are spoiled rotten? Or is it possible that the words we use make us act in a particular (losing) way?

I was searching for a picture for this article, and everyone is talking about maintaining leadership… Is that where we learned this self-defeating behavior?

Nothing can be maintained. The number one characteristic of a wave like universe is change. When something stops changing it is dead. I include movement in change here.

Only when you make it a habit to compete with yourself, with your performance of last month, last year, a friendly competition with someone who is willing to keep it friendly… that you can start growing. Growing like a weed. Your vibration will go up and go up and go up… In the face of gravity.

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Update 9/5/2023: Personal vibration: 100
Programs Truth value : 1%, meaning 99% is not true

Vibrational Review: Brian Ridgway level 5 – originally reviewed in October 2011.

Brian and I share a lot of similarities. We have taken the same courses, except I never went the shamanic path, ever.

In fact, I never dabbled in the 4th plane at all, not even in the Law of Attraction.

I guess I have been like a young woman who saves herself for her husband to be… I have saved myself to Source.

I didn’t have time to listen to all his videos, but can tell you: of all the Tree of Knowledge modalities this is the most ingenious one I have so far encountered.

Brian has an integrative mind, and he uses it really well. He gets all the modalities he has practiced and takes out the best of them, and also sees phenomenon that most people wouldn’t see, like when you ask what you want to feel now, the stuff that comes up is a great clue to where you need work and where the light will come from.

With all that said: he sounds like the top achievement of the Tree of Knowledge modalities.

Brian doesn’t connect to Source, doesn’t even know it exists. In fact he has to deny it. His personal vibration is 260.

Obviously I have only heard one of his exercises, but my hunch is that he has more up his sleeve. I’ll watch eventually all those videos and will post here if I find anything new I need to report.

Update: Brian Ridgway is a salesman.

He is squarely rooted in the Law of Attraction world, but as a salesman he can sell transformation to the listener, which is a valuable skill. And because he went through so much crap himself, he can really hear you correctly.

But as a salesman he will sell you. Don’t tell me I didn’t warn you.

Update #2: I listened in to a webinar tonight. I had only 40 minutes between calls. Brian is the first person I know with whom I am aligned in purpose. I plan to offer him the Tangerine Method to use it with his coaching. It sounds to me like a winning combination.

Update #3: I have completely changed my mind about Brian. Nowadays I only listen to his stuff because every time I get angry I write a great article… He is full of hot air… But is a great salesman. Ruthless.

Update #3: January 6, 2012: I just measured; Brian’s vibration is 122… how is he going to get you to success? At 122 it is most likely he himself is in dire straits… meaning in financial trouble. His level5 program’s is under 200, his newest promotion, awesomeness – level 5 also under 200. A good program should be above 500. And a good teacher should be at least 250. Neither is the case.

Playing with Brian in his premium program:
Matrix Energetics: truth level: 205; Diana Kottle: vibration: 210; her process: 190

Let me measure your vibration?
Click on the link to request a vibrational reading…
The Map of Consciousness will show you what it means.

PS: I just checked him again, because a lot of people have been visiting this page… He is now more smug than before… I don’t like smug. The smugness of someone who has managed to dupe more people than most.

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Activators explained… again.

Activators are specific type of energy submissions. They don’t add anything, they work with what you have.

There are two types of activators:

1. positive (adding) downloads: adds something that contributes to your well-being. Similar to adding fertilizer to your garden soil.
2. elimination or take-away downloads: Similar to pulling weeds, or picking off pests that eat your plants.

Both types of activators have two components:

1. the words. Unless you know what you know, you can’t use it. If thre are no words, you are free to make up your own stuff: who knows what you’ll make up. Remember that all there is can be divided to several parts if you look at it from the “knowing” perspective.

   A small part: you know. And you know that you know it. It’s like your name, spelling of words, how to make macaroni and cheese… stuff that you know that you know.

   Another small part is stuff that you know that you don’t know. Like another language. Like what the book War and Peace was about. Or who was the first person who was sent to space… And because there are other people who know it, you can research and find the answer.

   Then there is a really big part: about 99% of all there is, and that part you don’t know what’s there. You have no idea it could be there. You don’t know it could be anywhere. That is the part that you don’t know that you don’t know.

   And there is another sliver that no one talks about, and that is the stuff that you know but you don’t know that you know it.

   Why? Because what we, humans, call knowing is all intellectual knowing. And there is stuff that you know on a subconscious level, but not on a conscious level. Deja vue comes from there: you didn’t know you knew it, and suddenly you recognize something you had never known that you saw it before.

   Of in PhotoReading, your subconscious mind has read the whole book, but until you “activate” that knowledge, you have no idea what it says: your conscious mind doesn’t know it, so you can’t use it.

   In the first part of the activator we activate this knowledge. This knowledge also has an emotional part. Knowing is not only intellectual, there is bodily intelligence, and emotional intelligence that we have but don’t talk about it much. But it’s real.

   When I first started to work on activators, I realized that I was very limited and ignorant in the area of emotions. Most of you are… no insult meant, just my experience.

   What does it mean being knowledgeable in the area of emotions? It is simple but not easy.

   Let me give you an example: a normal card deck has 52 cards. Let’s say there are 4 players at the card table, so you have 13 cards in your hand. If you, instead of playing with all the cards you have, you would use only three or four, the ones you recognize, the rest would look the same to you.

   Most people recognize pain, anxiety, anguish, depression, sadness, and maybe guilt, and longing/hunger. That’s it. But there are myriads of shades of colors in a rainbow with, of course, 7 main colors.

   You can’t win in life if you don’t recognize those in-between colors!

   I tested myself, and from a list of 100 emotions I did not recognize 77. Those included: being loved, loving, respect, dignity, freedom, magnificence, trust, trustworthy, elation, exuberance, excitement, etc. etc. etc.

   The first part of the activator activates your knowledge of what it feels like to be loved. To be loving. To be really generous. To be supportive. To have dignity. To be respected. To be free… etc.

   Without that someone can love you but you wouldn’t know. You would think they are clingy, or demanding, or even think that they hate you… I used to be like that.

   It’s impossible to have peace of mind, connectedness, belonging, satisfaction, freedom, without those feelings recognized for what they are.

   That part of the activator downloads those feeling to be recognized on all levels of a human being: conscious, subconscious, history, soul, and cellular.

   For the activator to work you need to be in a receptive state, on the second level of connection to Source. The Tangerine Method of connecting is perfect for that, but you could use any modality that can put you in that state, like deep hypnosis, or theta healing.

2. The energy. The energy of an activator is very different in the the two types.
   1. 2a: adding activator

      the energy is soft and gentle: its only purpose is to cross the protective barriers of the aspect… subconscious, cells, history… It’s a carrier wave.

   2. 2b: taking away type activator

      this energy is more aggressive. It works like a heat seeking missile. It is tuned to find one specific blockage with a specific energy pattern, and lessen it. It seeks out and nukes a single energy, a character flaw, an aberration from the Original Design.

      Often it takes many repetition of an activator until the negative energy gets low enough to be considered non-dominant. They will be still there but you will need to start to be aware of them and work on them, Source won’t do it for you. You have support but that’s it. It’s weeding at its best.

Human Beings’ reason for being, according to the Original Design, is to assist the Soul in its desire to become like The Creator.

Unless a Human Being does this, the Soul will make their life miserable. A human being and its Soul, operating in perfect harmony, will be the ideal life, love, peace, prosperity, fulfillment. Heaven on Earth.

The Thousand Years of Peace is a period of life like that. The Creator is giving, the Soul is earning its light, and it is just like it was in the Timeless: Immortality. Of course the human being gets a ton of light.

People whose vibration is above 700 (my guess!) live there. At the moment there are two people on the planet who are above 700.

I am testing some of the activators on high energy people… I’ll let you know the result. My experience on myself: there is no end to the pruning, weeding and pest picking. In another word: the workin with the Soul on its correction is not a destination, it’s a process.

Your vibration rises as a result.

Our tools to raise our vibration are awareness, activators, and Connecting To Source with the Tangerine Method of Connecting. That is all the tools you need.

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Source said: get ready to activate billions of people by June 14.

So, what does it mean “get ready?”

Great question, right? I don’t have an answer.

I am creating answers. Hand-in-hand with Source.

The first answer was the activators that add the capacity to feel love, respect, dignity, gratitude: all gateways to a higher vibration, and happier life.

The second answer is in development: addressing the 38 emotional blocks, precisely, fast, and effectively.

Emotional blocks cause all disease. Emotional or physical.

Some conditions have gone too far and even unblocking the causing emotions won’t heal the person, but any successful unblocking will have a dramatic effect on a person’s well-being, longevity, clarity, decisiveness, outlook on life.

• Long depression: gone,
• waffling: gone,
• anxiety: gone
• tightness of the chest: gone,
• feeling like you are carrying a burden: gone.

I have turned those 38 emotional blocks into counter-energies from Source. They originate from dr. Edward Bach, British doctor’s research.

I will teach you how to find the blockages, test if your observations are accurate, and finally I can teach you how to release those blocks in a brief meditation. One caveat: you need to learn to connect to Source with the Tangerine Method: on the third (highest) level. For that you probably need to come to a webinar where I’ll personally instruct you and check if you are doing it right.

The method and its efficacy is being tested. So far even common colds weaken or get stopped in their tracks. Arm pain, leg pain, hip pain, bronchitis, stomach troubles, headaches, tiredness, different kinds of fear…

Really, I am not claiming to heal diseases.

Actually, I don’t do anything, Source is doing it. But I promise that the cause, the emotional blockages will disappear like the snow in the spring.

You can become an early bird, a tester. After you learn how to connect you have a choice: Come to calls, or do it all in email. You’ll pay only my cost, nothing for my time, or knowledge. Not you. Not if you are a tester.

You are a partner in this research and testing. This makes you special. so you get what you need, and if I need to send you something, you pay for what it cost me… deal? I hope so.

If you are interested, please hit reply or come to the site and sign up to the notification list. I will need enough testers to start this as a program.

And what if you don’t have any diseases? How about this? You will become more effective in life. Take what comes in stride. Be less frazzled, rattled, put off, confused, bothered, afraid or perturbed… And while others stay that way, you’ll sail ahead.

But just a little warning: I can only give you the guidance. You need to do it for yourself. You need to co-create with Source.

That is the new way… asking anyone, including Source, gimme, gimme… do me, do me… is passe. It never worked, it will never work.

It got you where you are. Like where you are? How did you get to read this then? Gotcha, right?

OK, if you are tester material, willing to do the work, have enough to live for, I want you.

So… Sign up to my email list. There is a form at the end of every article. You will be put on a list… but WARNING! you will need to confirm your subscription.

Then you’ll get an email from me, Sophie Benshitta Maven, the subject line will be: Confirm your subscription.

There is a link in that email. You need to click on that email.

Do you see the logic? Someone who can’t find the email in their spam box, won’t do the effort, won’t click, would not be a good tester… right? Will YOU? We shall see, right?

OK. Your cost will be in the tens of dollars instead of the hundreds… Deal?

OK, go do it.

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You want to know your vibration. Or if I want to be more precise, your EGO wants to know. It’s a curiosity thing. It doesn’t have anything to do with anything else. Novelty, exciting, fleeting.

And you should want to know. Knowing where you are is mandatory if you want to get anywhere else. No map will do you any good unless you know where to put the big X on the map: here I am. Or sometimes:

‘Darn… here I am. I thought I was somewhere else…‘

I started a weight loss diet yesterday. I stepped on the scale and weighed myself. 142 lbs. My normal weight is around 125, so I am way off… now I know.

A number of years ago I was traveling with a friend through Prague to get to then East Germany to visit a friend. We had lunch, and a glass of beer. But a glass of beer in Prague is a quart. That is like 4 cans! I drank it. It was great fresh cold Pilsner: I like Pilsner beer.

Anyway: when we got back to the car I looked around and could not find our location on the map. I was looking 70 miles further away, and no landmarks matched… of course I was tipsy bordering drunk… lol. No way we could have gotten to Germany with my directions!

Luckily my companion was more used to drinking than I was.

So is the situation with your vibration. You are looking for yourself 70 miles from where you are.

Many people write to me and tell me what their practitioner told them what their vibration was. I measure it and it’s 200-300-400 off.

Why is that a problem? Because it causes delusional behavior.

I watched the movie, Little Miss Sunshine, the other night. The little girl, Olivia, is shapeless and fat. She doesn’t know it. Her parents keep her in delusion out of some misinterpreted goodness.

You WANT to know where you are, you want to know where you are going, and you want to draw a map. Then you want to find a vehicle that will take you there. Or vehicles.

Take me, for example. My vibration is now steady at 940. I used three vehicles to get here:

1. radical self-honesty,
2. connecting to Source and finding out what’s missing and doing what was missing, without complaint, and
3. Source energy transmissions

Let’s look at Mr.Tr.: will that be the perfect vehicle for you if you are at the vibrational level of 150 (anger) where most of his customers are? I have measured, and the Tr. energies do not raise your vibration if you are there. But…

But his energy transmission raised mine.

When I started, back in June 2011, my vibration was around 600, above Mr.Tr.’s. In about 8 transmissions, out of which three were shooting blanks (Tr. couldn’t get it up… sorry for the sexual innuendo, could not resist, lol… he could not master the energy, so he sent none) and three by Master Gopal (he had one blank as well, where Tr. didn’t warn him, and then didn’t allow him time to connect and transmit, the jealous bastard! lol) I had my vibration shoot up to 970.

Then I begged Source to lower it: it was too high: I was not feeling my body at all at that level. So it went down to 930, and finally, with Gopal, it went to a comfortable 940.

Now, had I started with Tr. two years ago, I would be still at the same level. Had I done Tr. and not deal with my ego sh!t that hit the fan, I would be still where I started.

I feel, that even if the energy works, you need to earn your new level by processing the horrible stuff that gets activated from your ego: hate, spite, superiority, envy, hesitation, and other poisonous attitudes that we all have.

I welcomed the onslaught of ‘negativity’ and processed it.

One by one, like a pharmacist, no resistance. And also committed to be aware of it in the future.

At a low vibrational level you can’t do it. And you definitely can’t do it alone.

Until you become the observer who observes the venomous feelings that threaten to kill you, and I mean that literally: kill you, you will suppress the feelings to save your life. And there goes your increase in vibration. Up in the air… gone.

You cannot, and I repeat, cannot raise your vibration by thinking positive thoughts, avoiding negativity, turning your face to the light, repeating positive affirmations, looking at beautiful pictures, imaginings, meditation, visualization, mind movies, vision boards… all positive influencers, and totally ineffective, because they avoid dealing with what keeps your vibration low, and your life out of balance.

Unless you accept and manage your Dark Side, you remain low vibration.

Just like your garden needs you to do weeding more than anything, your inner terrain needs you weeding and pruning, picking the pests off your plants, or even the best plants will die.

The next most essential is sunshine and water… and that comes from Source.

So, similarly, the best way to make a beautiful inner world is by having something that jolts you out of your ‘normal’ viewing mode, and suddenly make visible for you as much of your shadow side, your dark side, your evilness that you can handle.

I can handle a lot. One tenth of that would send you to the mental hospital.

You will only get revealed as much dark side as you can handle. Guaranteed.

Then, once you saw it, you prune, and weed, and pick off the pests and connect to Source to get energy for hope, purpose, and nourishment your beautiful aspects need, so then you can outgrow your weeds.

It is simple. Gardening 101. Is it easy? If you have the tools, if you have the CORRECT guidance, if you can deal with unpleasantness and discomfort it is doable. Not easy.

If you can’t handle unpleasant or discomfort… then no, it is not doable.

The problem is the guidance that suggests that you avoid the negative.

Most people I know will ask you to suppress your shadow side… but what you can’t see you can’t catch. What you can’t look in the eye, will conquer you!

So these teachers, themselves miserable wretches, are misleading you. They have low vibration, they are too cowardly to look their shadow side in the eye, and if you follow their guidance, you can see where you are heading. Their life is full of lies and pretenses. And wretchedness.

I am not exaggerating. That is how it is.

Look at the gurus that can’t contain their sexuality and pray on their followers. Look at the gurus that spend more time on their marketing than being true to their word. Look at the gurus that say: do as I say not as I do…

Anyway, that is where the world is. 2012 January. Wolves dressed in sheep’s clothing. And you are dumb enough to fall for it. Congratulations. Now you know that your vibration is under 200 for sure.

So when can you measure your own vibration?

Well, when you have tamed your ego enough so it is not ego that animates your body, but Source. I would say that you can start measuring others’ vibration at 299, and yourself at 540.

At 540 the Desire to Receive For The Self Alone is weakened enough so your body can tell the truth without interference of the EGO.

Until now I have been measuring people’s vibration for free. But from now, I think, I will ask for money.

If you are not willing to pay money for the information you seek, you already answered yourself: your vibration isn’t in harmony with what I teach, where I want to take you. No problem. you got your answer.

If you want me to measure your vibration, you can send me a donation of $25 or more… To make it easier for me to find you… please include your Facebook address, or a picture… and your date of birth. If I can’t find you, I can’t measure your vibration, can I?

An even better way to find out where you are is to ask forty seven questions for $25:

1. your vibration
2. your overall IQ including your emotional intelligence
3. the number of spiritual capacities you have
4. your soul correction (your machine) I need your date of birth for this. This also helps me to connect to you…
5. do you have attachments?
6. the level of your health
7. the level of your cell hydration
8. etc.

I’ll measure these for you and send the results back to you ASAP, in email. Please check your bulk or spam folder…

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Conversations With Source

Connecting to Source on the 3rd Level really does feel like going home. Even though there is nothing to see there… but there is definitely a presence, and that presence knows you are there. It knows you personally. It knows you.

Today I had a lot of issues: Tr., associating with people who don’t agree with me, being on the right path, and how I am going to accomplish that people do the work.

Heavy issues. I will share some of the conversations, just to give you a taste of how it goes:

Tr.. I have been a recipient of the Sunday energies of Tr. and Gopal for about six months now. I signed on for six months in June, and the six months have ended. But I decided to stay on for another six months: it is working for me. I have discussed it with Source, and it agreed.

This time a different issue came up: Tr. has a bad cough. Really bad. He needs to clear his throat for a long time before he can even talk. I found it appalling, but then I took a hold of myself and looked at it as a “healer.”

What if the Bach Flower Energies (the energies of the Bach Flower Remedies) could work for Tr.? I tested myself what remedies Tr. needs, and then went to Source to see if sending those energies is compliant with the “Free Will” rule. It wasn’t. But there was a way: I can pray to Source to give those exact energies to Tr., once a day. In fact I got permission to call them Tr. Energy, meaning Bach Flower Energies (the energies of the Bach Flower Remedies) specifically meant for Tr. with his bad cough.

My feeling that next time I hear him, two weeks from now, I’ll be able to tell the difference. Great test, don’t you think?

I forgot to say that the conversation goes like this: I ask a question and get a yes of no answer, or no answer. Kinestetically. Source moves my head to nod or the shake my head. I am not doing it, it is happening often in spite of my preferences, darn. lol.

I, for example, would have preferred to just say: “Creator of all that is, I command that you give these energies to Tr….” But I got a no answer to that. The proper attitude is “Creator of all that is, I pray that you give these energies to Tr. so he can get well. Thank you.”

I don’t like to pray. I grew up an atheist and praying wasn’t something we looked well upon. Oh well, I am willing to change.

The second thing I asked is if I should just break ties with people who have a different worldview from mine, and the answer I got is no. Bummer. I was really ready to burn bridges.

And the third thing that I’d like to share is the issue I am having with people not wanting to do the work.

People think that connecting is enough. But unless you do the work, the work will not get done.

What is the work, you ask? It is creating yourself as a home and supporter of Soul, so Soul can get its work done.

Why does Soul need your help? Because Soul (and you) have a formidable opponent: the EGO. And without the Human Being’s support the Soul’s purpose, that directly conflicts with the EGO’s purpose, cannot be worked on: it will just be silenced.

Source said that Human Being, in general, won’t do anything, unless there is a threat. Is there going to be a threat? The answer to that was yes. This year will be a dividing line: people that work on their Soul’s purpose will be on one side of the line, the rest on the other.

What does that mean? I got no answer to that. But one thing is sure: I need not worry about people doing the work now: I just need to prepare it, so when they want it, they can have it.

This is consistent with the message I got back in June when I complained: Nobody wants it. Source said: Yet. Next year at this time, it said, they will beat a path to your door, and you’ll need to serve a million people at any one time.

That’s a lot of people. But I’ll be ready.

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